i learned today. yes today. i'm not in control of what's to happen. But i am in control of what i think is right.right? Morality is a huge thing.Life seems so small to that. You do what's right and good will follow right? Not the case for me alas. I did what i thought was right with my divorce,my kids, and my life. I was aperantly so wrong. To do the right thing(in my life) was the wrong thing to do. How ironic it is to think that you're so above right and wrong?That's what i tried to do. To get my girls back to show them the way it's supposed to be.to show them i am a good father. to try to help them in showing them that i would ALWAYS be there for them, but in doing this....i lost it all. I have two of my girls back. I want three.... am i greedy for this? I found out that you have to lose EVERYTHING to get what you really need to really live......money= NOTHING. Materialistic items= NOTHING! I try to be a good man. I do. What matters to me is my girls.....the only thing i did right in this life....am i wrong for thinkin that?
