PLZFAN Trouble Queen Of Dark Angels's blog: "The Way I Play Fu."

(Using caps on this does not mean i'm yelling at anyone!! get over it.. I always did think that was bullshit anyway. It's to make it easier to read.)

HELLO BELOVED FAMILY MEMBERS, FELLOW FUBARIANS, AND POTENTIAL FAMILY MEMBERS! I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS BLOG LONG AND INTENSLY. THIS BLOG IS FOR YOU ALL. THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ IT IN IT'S ENTIRETY. I APPRECIATE YOUR TIME AND ATTENTION. I HOPE THIS COMES ACROSS AS I INTENED. IF NOT, AND YOU HAVE QUESSTIONS.. MESSAGE ME OR COMMENT HERE. OR NOT AT ALL. YOUR CHOICE.

 
WELL HERE GOES....BOY THINGS HERE HAVE MORPHED AGAIN. THE SITE SURE IS EVER CHANGING.. GOTTA GIVE FU THAT! BUT I AM LEARNING FAST HOW IT'S DONE THESE DAYS. AT LEAST FOR THE MOST PART. I AM NOW WORKING ON A STABLE FU FAMILY AGAIN. THOSE WHO WON'T DROP ME WHILE I'M OBVIOUSLY STILL PLAYING AND PURCHASING BLING. EVEN IF I HAVE TO BE SCARCE AND UNABLE TO RUN AS I USUALLY DO. AS I SAID BEFORE.. MY REAL LIFE TRUMPS FU EVERY TIME!! HANDS DOWN. AND AS OF LATE (About 2 friggin years), REAL LIFE HAS BEEN (FOR LACK OF BETTER WORDS) A REAL BITCH! IT'S IN FACT BEEN KICKIN MY ASS AND JUST PLAIN TOUGH, AND SAD AS HELL. REALLY. THAT'S NOT A METAPHORE.. IT'S A FACT. THOSE WHO KNOW ME, KNOW WHAT I MEAN. THOSE WHO DON'T, WELL.. THEY LIKELY NEVER GAVE A SHIT ANYWAY.  
BECAUSE I POSTED HE TRUTH NEARLY DAILY TO LET MY FAMILY AND PEOPLE WHO HAD ME IN THEIR FAMLIES KNOW THAT I WAS HERE AS MUCH AS REAL LIFE WOULD ALLOW. DEATH AND ILLNESS ARE NOT SOMTHING I CAN CONTROL. AND KICKING IT HERE AT FU IS BY FAR A WHOLE HELLOVA LOT MORE FUN THAN THE PURE HELL I HAVE GONE THROUGH.. I WOULD MUCH RATHER HAVE BEEN HERE PISSING AWAY MY TIME. BUT REAL LIFE COMES FIRST!! AS DOES REAL DEATHS AND ILLNESSES. AND LORD KNOWS I HAVE CERTAINLY BEEN BOMBARDED BY BOTH IN MY REAL LIFE THESE LAST 2 YEARS. I'M SURE MOST OF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. YOU ALL HAVE LIVES TOO. I DON'T WANT YOUR PITY AND AM NOT ASKING FOR SHIT. NOTHING COMES BEFORE MY REAL FAMILY AND REAL FRIENDS...AND A FEW OF YOU FUBERS WHO BECAME REAL FRIENDS IN LIFE WHO WERE OR ARE STILL IN MY TOP FAMILY.. I CHOOSE CAREFULLY WHO I ADD PERMANANT IN MY TOP FAMILY. THEY ARE NOT THERE BY CHANCE. THEY HAVE ME OR HAD ME IN THIER FAMILY AND THEY ARE OR WERE IN MINE. MOST FOR A NUMBER OF YEARS. SOME I TALK TO FREQUENTLY ON THE PHONE. OTHERS CHAT HERE WHEN I AM HERE AND HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SUPORTIVE!! WE WORK TOGETHER TO HELP ONE ANOTHER.

 SOME OF YOU HAVE HAD OFF TIMES TOO..BUT I STAY PRETTY DAMN FAITHFUL TO MY FU FAMILY. I DON'T REMOVE MY TOP FAMILY EASILY. MOST ALL OF THOSE WHO REMOVED ME WERE STILL IN MY FAMILY WHEN I STARTED TO FIND TIME TO PLAY MORE. I WAS KINDA SHOCKED TO SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE REMOVED ME FROM FAMILY THROUGH ALL THIS. MORE THAN I HAD GUESSED WOULD... DID. TO BE HONEST ONLY A FEW PEOPLE EVEN TOLD ME THEY WERE GOING TO REMOVE ME TEMOPRAIRILY UNTIL I WAS ABLE TO BE HERE MORE. AND AS SOON AS I HAD A LITTLE MORE TIME TO BE ON THEY ADDED ME BACK WITHOUT EVEN HAVING TO ASK. AND SOME STILL HAVE NOT ADDED ME BACK.
 I HAVE NO INTENTIONS OF QUITTING THE GAME. I ONLY LOST MY VIP DUE TO CREDIT CARD CHANGE TO PREVENT CREDIT CARD THEFT. I WILL ALWAYS BE BACK. JUST KNOW THAT I ONLY DROP FROM MY TOP FAMILY WHEN THEY DROP ME. USUALLY I GO AT LEAST AT LEAST A YEAR WITH NO CONTACT OR NO SIGN OF LIFE, BEFORE I REMOVE THEM. SOME ARE IN FAMILY NOW BECAUSE THEY ALWAYS ADD ME TO THEIR FAMP BOOSTS WHEN THEY RUN...AND I DO WATCH MY PAGE..EVEN IF I DON'T HAVE TIME TO PLAY.. I CHECK IN AT LEAST. I ACTIVLY UPDATE STATUS AND CHECK FOR IMPORTANT PRIVATE MESSAGES. PURCHASE BLING & POWER UPS. I TRY TO REPLY WHERE NEEDED AND TRY TO CATCH CREDIT SALES. OBVIOUSLY I WAS ON N OFF. I KNOW ALL ABOUT THE NEED TO DROP SOMEONE FOR A PERIOD OF TIME TO HELP SOMEONE ELSE LEVEL..OR TO LEVEL YOURSELF, WHEN I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR AN EXTENDED TIME FRAME. I'M GOOD WITH THAT. BUT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE TO HAVE BEEN TOLD THEY WERE REMOVING ME. ESPECIALLY SINCE THEY DIDN'T ADD ME BACK. 
I PERSONALLY I KEEP SOME FAMILY SPOTS OPEN JUST FOR THAT SWAPS..., ALSO TO BRING THE TROUBLED FAMILY BACK IF THEY COME BACK TO PLAY AGAIN.. I USE SOME OF THOSE SPOTS TO TRADE FAMP RUNS WITH NON FAMILY FRIENDS AND FELLOW FUBERS AS WELL. I ALSO RARELY, BUT DO USE A BOOST WHEN I CAN. BUT BOOSTING ME WITHOUT ASKING IS A WASTE OF YOUR ABILITY POINTS. ASK FIRST!!  I ONLY DO IT PRE ARRANGED. IF YOU WON'T TRADE RUNS, BE PREPARED TO BUY IN... OR OFFER RUN TRADES. THAT'S WHAT I HAVE TO DO. FUNNY..I HAVE ASKED SEVERAL WHO I THOUGHT WERE FRIENDS, TO PERHAPS TRADE FAMP RUNS WITH ME BUT THEY WON'T TRADE..NOT EVEN IN A BOOST. THAT'S ALL GOOD BUT DON'T ASK TO BE ADDED IF YOU NEVER TRADE WITH ME. THAT IS JUST PLAIN NOT TOO COOL!! BUT THAT SEEMS TO BE THE WAY FU WORKS NOW.. IN LIL GROUPS AND CLIQUES WITH A SELECT FEW PEOPLE.  THAT'S ALL FINE AND GOOD. IF YOU WON'T TRADE, BE PREPARED TO BUY IN. TURNABOUT IS FAIR PLAY. SO I'M WISER THAN I WAS. I SEE HOW IT IS NOW WITH MY HEART AND EYES WIDE OPEN. AND I WILL PLAY ACCORDINGLY. I MUST SAY I SADLY KINDA MISS THE OLD DAYS WHEN EVERYONE HELPED EVERYONE.

I AM NOT REALLY LOOKING TO GAIN A CROWN. IT SEEMS RATHER POINTLESS TO CHASE SOMETHING THAT WILL ONLY BE TAKEN AWAY AS THE LEVELS INCREASE. BUT I LOVE TO PLAY AND MY OBJECTIVE IS TO HAVE A GOOD TIME!! ESCAPE REAL LIFE FOR A WHILE AND MAKE FRIENDS IN PLACES I WILL NEVER SEE! TO HAVE A DECENT RATING AND RANKING AS A REGULAR PLAYER. TO CHASE ACHIEVEMENTS TO SEE IF I CAN GET THEM!! WE ALL HAVE OUR OWN OBJECTIVE AND THAT IS MINE. AND JUST FINE BY ME. IF I EVER GET A CROWN AGAIN IT WILL BE BECAUSE I'M CLOSE ANYWAY AND FIGURE WHAT THE HELL. GO FOR IT...LOL AND I GET IT OR I DON'T. NO BIG DEAL. I ONLY HAD MINE ONCE FOR ABOUT 3 OR 4 HOURS AND THE LEVELS CHANGED AGAIN, IT WAS GONE WHEN I GOT BACK ON THE NEXT MORNING AND I NEVER GOT CREDIT FOR IT....LOL WOOPIE SHIT!!! SO ..NO I DON'T REALLY CARE TO GET ONE AGAIN. THIS IS NOW THE NEW REALITY OF FUBAR.... AND THAT IS IS HOW I WILL PLAY. IN CLOSING.. KNOW THAT I HOLD NO GRUDGES.. NO ILL WILL. AFTER ALL IT IS JUST A GAME. AND MOST OF THE PEOPLE I PLAY WITH (YOU KNOW WHERE YOU STAND AND FIT INTO MY FAMILY).. I LOVE YOU! YOU REALLY ROCK MY FU. MY FAMILY IS AWESOME..AND THEY KEEP ME COMING BACK. LOVE ON THEM AT LEAST!!
OK RANT OVER!! NUFF SAID... FOR NOW. HAVE FUN AND SPREAD THE LOVE AND GOOD VIBES!! HUGS TO ALL, ~ MUCH LOVE~ TROUBLE QUEEN OF DARK ANGELS (DONNA)