I hear the silence of my soul,
When the light of night is deeply falling,
Inside my head the dark will fall,
And put away the one I'm calling.
Fear of the pain I start to feel,
In the lonely braked heart of mine,
And fall on me like burning steel,
Preventing my weaked life to shine.
An answer, I call beyond the night,
Looking the truth of what I'm feeling,
Trying to release me from this dark light,
And take away what in my heart is drilling.
Nothing I found to bring me the day,
Just more questions I start to hear,
Is this te price I have to pay?
To have the one I love instead of fear.
Trought the way where rise my live,
I try to find the bright that makes me live,
There I lost the one I want to my wife,
And in my full happiness I stop to believe.
Help, I scream looking for her voice,
The silence of her eyes is what I obtain,
There I try to make a better choice,
But she's all I got on my empty brain.
What have I done to suffer so much?
Is there a reason to be a shame?
If I desire to feel her touch,
Since the day that to me she came.
The sound of distance in my eyes I show,
And tears of water become tears of pain,
In me a false temptation begins to grow,
Drowning my life on that poisoned rain.
In there, in my destiny she starts to die,
Against the reason that keeps me trying,
The truth I belive then becomes a lie,
Destroying the dreams that in me were lying.
Help, I scream one time again,
The look of her eyes, to the ground she turns,
All this lost hopes I try in vain,
Extinguish the flame that in my hear burns.
I feel my eyes dimmed with tears,
I feel the decay of my voice sound,
I fell on me all my lost fears,
And all my forces fall into the ground.
Master of the oversight is my new name,
And erased of her memory, soon I will be,
Forgoted I'm now from where I became,
The undesirable is what in me she will see.
By Mistic Angel
Not the best english but...:)
