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ALICE CURSES THE MOON!

Unlike how Carroll writes it, Alice wasn't plagued by curiosity. There was no white rabbit with a waist coat or a pocket watch. Alice merely took a walk and stumbled into that hole due to her stupidity of not watching where she was going, and not really caring about that fact either. She didn't float down either. She fell fast and hard slamming into the sides of the hole as she made her decent. Dirty, battered, bloody, and bruised, Alice hit the bottom losing consciousness from her agonizing trip. She groaned in pain as she slowly staggered up to her feet and took in her surroundings. Dead trees, shriveled shrubs, and a dusty trail lay before her. A mist cloaked the ground two feet high and made it nearly impossible for her to see farther than five feet in front of her. A full dreary moon hung halfway up the starless sky and mocked her. Alice continued her journey... Not too far along the path lay The Fool tarot card. She picked it up, examined the front and the back and tossed it back on the floor. It spoke of her adventure into the unknown. Making a choice without fear of the consequences. Alice's right foot ground it into the loose earth as she carried on. Up ahead, Alice came to a fork in the road. Both the left path and the right looked identical especially due to the fact that the mist was cloaking any clues that make offer an opinion. Along came the cat, grin as wide as a cresent moon. "Follow me! I know the way! Look what I have to offer!" And without skipping a beat, Alice chose to follow the stray down one path and further into the unknown. The two spoke of many things. Of life. Of death. Of what-if's and could-be's and other such nonsense. Their pace quicked with the conversation. Mesmerized by that grin, Alice didn't notice the thorns that lay ahead, where the cat had led her till it was far too late and she was quite tangled. Struggling with every movement to free herself only made things worse. "Do this. Do that. Try this. Try that." The cat would just carry on. Yet, with every twist, pull, and shove, a new scar would form. Her collection grew and grew and painted her such a pallid crimson. Only when Alice no longer amused the cat did he finally leave. She didn't weep, didn't panic, but she gave in, gave up. She dropped to her knees bringing down the thorny vines with her. Straining her neck upwards, Alice looked to the moon and let loose a rage that had never before been unleashed by anyone. The moon did not fulfill what it had been created to do. It did not guide her. A cat did that, and look where it got her. There was no need in wishes, in hopes, in fear. She raged and screamed, and with her vengence, the earth shook. The vines trembled and released her and Alice drew her bloody knees into her chest. Sure, she had had quite a few scars at the beginning of her journey, but that grinning stray had gift wrapped her latest and greatest. It was her own fault for trusting a four legged walking lie. Her trust had layed with the moon. And with one final glare, she turned her back to the moon, and wherever the cat could be lurking, and left the path for all the death on the side of the road deciding that she needed no map. Only her instincts. And her life. Alice tore at her garments ripping open several clotted wounds and removed that which was weighing her down. She openly brandished her scars, a survivor, daring any who may try and alter her path any further. Her bare foot landed on something smooth. She bent down, clutching a card and brought it to her hardened eyes. The Death tarot card. A smile curled at the corners of her lips till her mouth outgrew the cat's. The card she held in her hand was one misinterpreted so often just like herself. Death did not await her. Only change... A new beginning.
The sun bows to night In the end, it begins I hang up my halo As this pen spills out sins I give and you take Don't waste time saying please This playground's all mine I brought the world to his knees My mind bleeding red As I curse this infection Wildly, so blindly Screw this lack of direction Make your mark with your actions Or complain to someone dumb No time for hypocrisy Waste your words! Bite your tongue! No rest for the weary Even as the dust settles down Fallen from glory Just a mute making sound These lips hide the truth A poisoning mark Time tampers with Fate This edge isn't sharp So I replace this old halo And deprive what is needed Destiny's a bitch Mission completed
"Let it burn! Let it consume everything! That's what fires do! They dance and give light so that onlookers may find their path! They're vengefull and everconsuming... I love fire! And I'll never ever run... Never... My demons are with me always... They're part of me... I face them head on... It's a parasitic relationship... one feeding off of the other... You can't run... You can't hide... They're there and they're not gonna go away.... " Once upon a time, I could spin a tale and write a rhyme that would cause flame to orgasm. I'd weave darkness within shadows that created explosions within the souls it encountered. But lately... I don't know... Can such a fire just dwindle and die? Creations have been spawned from my seed. But like all fires, they need to feed. Inspiration. A spark. A fuse. Something! My palms lay open and bare. But I'll never fall to my knees. I'll never beg... Never cry... That piece in quotes was part of my own craft. A message that only now serves as a reminder. Yes, I feel stagnant at the moment. I keep searching for that challenge. A flame that can dance higher then my own. It's a waiting game of sorts. Granted, I find I'm getting bored. Is there anyone out there who's mind can truely twist as mine does?!... I find myself craving new blood. New life. A new story. I need to write! Explode! Rage against all things if only to unveil beauty! God, overall I think I'm just going through withdrawl... Fuck this...
can I make you stand and applaud make the blind say they saw will it fill you with fear that the deaf say they hear if the devil's an angel and the lies are all true and this world's upside-down i'm not the girl you once knew when all the ties come undone and you say "it's been fun" 'cause the devil's switched sides yet the darkness still hides but the light's too damn bright to know wrong from right and the artist is dead just a shell typing red

Hanging Up the Halo

I'm lost, then I'm found I'm here then I'm gone No longer upset Hello then so long Typical nature True to your breed Blood lust overkill You're not what I need Chemical compound Poisoning waste Morbid desire Leaves a bad taste A silent dismissal One bloody tear dries Still true to my word Ta-ta and goodbyes

Smiles the Happy Jester

Take a walk on the edge And taste my soul The hunger lies well within You underestimate me What a way to go Love's such a dangerous thing Prints leave a cryptic embrace This fire won't burn A personality so physical Such a fluid darkness A kiss marked in blood I take from a smile so sinical

Lust

Can you take a moment To fuck my brain Taste the darkness And not go insane Can you handle the fear factor Let it seep into your veins Touch morbid illusion And still be the same It's never that easy To quit from my game Darkened dementia Call out my name! I'll twist you in angles I'll never be tamed To live in my madness Ignites raping flame

Fallen Angel

Can you see my wings They're torn to shreds An angel fallen from grace What hell brings Are dangling threads Weaving an icy embrace My aura's dark The scars run deep Madness that will never die Like knives in the heart I wake from my sleep A small town suicide
There's a book with many chapters Many thorns lead to a rose Each of which has once drawn blood Many secrets undisclosed Stories spin in circles The end is as the start Gold bullets in the right hand Toys with mangled parts Scars creating something vivid Unveiling strength from shame Inspiration from the madness Igniting into flame Each thorn contains a lesson Each chapter has a beast The flower blooms for each of them A restless soul finds peace
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