shake's blog: "The,Rock"

There,Are Three Things I Would Like To Do Before I Die..
1st,To,Hold A Beautiful Woman In My Arms..
2nd, To,Kiss A Beautiful Woman (Not A Peck On The Cheek)
3rd,To Sleep With A Beautiful Woman.(Has,Nothing To Do With Sex..(If,You Have Never Been Through This Then Keep On Moven On )..To,Just Feel Her Next To Me,To Snuggle With Her..

Soon,I Will Take A Walk Out Into The Desert..Find,A Hill,Make A Fire And Walk Back Into My Past,To,The Days I Sat At My Nama`s Knee And Learned To Be Cherokee..Back,To My Past Of Pain And Sarrows Way Beyond Those Of The White Man..
This,Walk I Must Make By Myself..A,Thought Of What I Have Lost And How To Re Learn Them All over Again..To,Listen To What Is Around Me And To See Where It Is Going To Take Me..To,Be Who I Am Supposed To Be Cherokee..My,Nama Gave My Name To Me " Na Ha Wa Sta" ( Old ) Cherokee..Meaning." Wind Walker"..One,Who Helps Those In Need,Listen To Those That Talk And,Learn About Them..
To,See The Past Of My Children As They Grow Up Into Adulthood,Their Mother And How She Caused A Hurt To Them And Me..My,Past..Is,Filled With A Pain Inside You Will Never Understand,A Loss Of A Love,A Friend And Wife To Me..The ,Day This Happened Will Always Be With Me..The,Years Have Past But I Still See Her Laying There In Our Bed..With,A Calm That I Cannot Describe In Words..That,Day When My Life Ended..My,Great Creator Took My Love And My Life Away..Left,Me Feeling Very Empty And Very Much Alone..I,Must Not Dwell On That Past Part Of My Life,I,Must Re Learn To Be Cherokee..She,Will Live Deep Inside My Heart , Where Our Memories Together Live As One..The,Life We Shared From The Begining To That Day..
Being,Cherokee Gives Me Insight To Where I Was To Where I Must Go..My,Name Gives Me That Sight,From The Clouds Above To Ground Below,From The Pasts To The Futures Of Mine And,Yet This Goes No Where Unless I Can Hear That Which Is Around Me..And,See It Plus Feel It..When,My Lady Passed,I Gave Up On My Life As I Saw It..It`s, Called " A,Slow Walk Of Death"..One,Where I Do Not Care Where It Takes Me..Yes,I Have Copd (Still Smoking) And Desintion Chagas,Both Have No Cure..Leave,With Me Or Stay Behind,Means Nothing To Me Anymore..I,Have Forgotten What It Means To Love,To Care And To Be Myself As It Was Supposed To Be..My,Nama Looks Down On Me Shaking Her Head.."You,Will Learn My Son,You Will Learn..Open,Your Heart To Those That Seek It,Open Your Heart To The One You Love,Let Her Inside To Heal Your Heart..You,Are Cherokee,Forgive Those That Hurt You And Yours..Let,That Pain Go"...Now,I Am My Walk,Alone In My Thoughts,The Tears Flow For ALL The Losses In My Past And Now..Those,Tears No One Can See,They Are Silent And Again Flowing Down My Cheeks..I,Cry For The Loss Of My Life And Those Around Me,And For Those I Cared Deeply For..My,Love Now Is For One,One Who Will Never Know What I Hide Inside..Be,Who You Are,And,Let No One Change You..Change,For Someone And They Never Wanted You In The First Place,They Wanted Someone Else..Close,Your Eyes And See Whats Around You..Breath,Sigh And Walk You Own Path..For,This I Am Na Ha Wa Sta,Cherokee Warrior..
Have,A Great Week My Loves And Friends And Family..

From,The Rock...
Well,Chillins The Yr Is About Over,.Only 21 More Days..And,Another Will Start..As,I Sat Out Here And Froze My Wavos Off Drinking My Coffee..I,Started To Think About How Long I Have Been Walking On This Blue Marble..A,Lot Of Years Have Come And Gone..Many.Lives I Have Seen Pass Onto A Greater Place..And,Then I Started To Think Of One And All The Times We Had Fun In And That "Shutup"..That,I Had Earned Many Times..How,We Became As One On That Day So Long Ago..What,Would Have Been A Week Turned Into A Few Years..A,Life Time To Me,The Laughter We Shared And The Tears Also..That,Night When You Told Me " Babe I Am Going To Have Them Lopped Off "..Yea? Well Go Ahead,I Didnt Marry Your Tits I Married You..Then,The Hell Began And I Was Hurting Inside,Not For Me But You..The,Chemo And The Raditation All That Crap..For,What ? Because,Some Asshole Dr Saw A Smaller Than Pea Sized Spot On Your Chichi?..Then,On Fathersday In 2006 You Left Me..I,Never Got To Say Goodbye To You,I Just Leaned Over And Gave You A Kiss..My,Heart Broke On That Day..Now,I,m Closed Up And No One Will See Inside..Am,I Bitter ? Yes..Do,I Still Hurt ? Yes..There,Is No Time Limit On Grief Or Grieving..I,Post Songs On Here That Mean Something To Me And You..Only,The Girls Know Why and What They Are For..A,Love And A Loss..Somebody , "Told Me You Need To Open Up Or It`s Going to Kill You'..Yea,Well I Will Die Happy Then..So,Many Days Have Passed By Me As I look Out Into The Darkness Out Into The Little Wash And Beyond My Sight..
Oh,How I Love The Darkness,The Stars Twinkling Up There Where You Are At..Looking Down On Me..I,Think Of You So Much And My Tears Have Seen My Cheeks Many Times Over..Theres , A Slight Breeze Starting And The Chill Of The Night Is Upon Me Guess I Will Head Back To My Apartment..I,Have Only Memories Now Babe,The Ones We Made Together..Have,A Great Week Kids..