Ok, so, everyone has a past...some people regret and hate it, other people love it. I hate and love it. So many things have happened in my life, and a few of them I regret the way I went about them. Other's, Im proud of myself. But sometimes I wish that I could just go back and change the way I reacted or I could do it a different better way. I guess there really is no reason to dream about the past, but for me, I do, even when I don't want to. And all it does is tear me up inside and kill me. I can't stand alot of things that happened. But, it's life, and it's in the past, I just wish I could let it go.