Ratto's blog: "the mind"

Now I have been on this site for some time now. I have gotten use to seeing "bling me" messages from people. But today I got one that just made me laugh.

I got an email from a "lady" on here saying that she would like to be my friend. Ok no big deal but then she goes on to explain that in order for us to be "friends" I needed to send her 100 credits so she can get some bling. Now I had to laugh cause 1 I have not sent anyone bling in a long time since I am out of work.2 "She" is not a fubar friend so I definatly would not send "her" any and 3 "She" has not salute and only 1 friend who is a guy so that would make me suspisus.

Now I have no problem when people ask for bling. Hey they have every right to. I fully support anyone that wants some and fully support anyone that gives some. But to ask for it in order to be a "friend" and having no salute... well that is just stupid.

How is it that I got a job 9 months ago and I still am not working.  I have been waiting 9 months for a licence that I still have not recieved. Thats money and time down the drain. I have been trying to get answers from people but no one is taking my call. This really sucks.

Always find it interesting when people ask me a question about me and when I answer them they say I am wrong. Take the jeans my sister bought me for xmas. Now they are nice jeans but when my mom asked what size my sister should get me I told her. So of course my mom tells here to get a different size cause she thinks I wear my clothes to big. So when I tried the jeans on they would not button up. So of course when I tell my mom that I do know what I am saying she makes me feel like the idiot and the asshole for it.

I know I am not the first to think this  But I find it interesting.

I think it is interesting that when the internet first started to become popular only those that could trully afford it had access to it. Now almost everyone is on it and using it.

We were warned not to talk to strangers and not to meet people in person that we only know on the internet.  Although we still teach this to our childern, and rightfully so, we now have sites like fubar, myspace, and facebook were we are encouraged to talk to strangers. As for not meeting people well we have sites like eharmony, match, and other dating sites that encourage us not only to talk to people but meet people.

Nothing wrong with any of this. But I find it interesting that in 20 or so years we all have changed our thoughts and feelings about all of this. 

so a little over a year ago i meet this girl and we had fun for one night. she then left town and i never heard from her again. that was until a week and a half ago when she just showed up out of no where. we talked and such. we then made plans that kept getting canceled by her. then last friday she called me up and we talk some more and she said the reason she kept canceling was cause she was seeing some one else and that she had just broken up with him to be with me. since then she has only taken a few of my calls and canceld all our plans again. now am i wrong to be upset about this? i think i have a right to be. i just am sick and tired of of these little girls that are supouse to be adults. oh well i guess it is back to being alone again for me.

I am just sick of this. i have been out of work for 6 almost 7 months now. i know i have had it easier than most since after losing my apartment i was able to move back in with my parents. but still i am sick of this. it think it is pretty sad that our government is more worried about these milti milliondollars execs getting paid than they r about trying to help those of us that actually need the money. now that my car is busted and i can not afford to fix. it has gotten to the point where my mom and i r discussing me moving in with a friend of hers back in cali just cause we both know that there is a job waiting for me there. it would not be much but at least i could start to work on getting  myself out of debt. and from there i could also work a second job if i need to. heck i could move back to portland and find work cause there r places that would take me back, i jusrt would not have a place to stay.

I know a lot of people, (if anyone actually readsthis) will think i am an ass cause i do have it better than most right now. all i can say is that i am just ranting and getting my thoughts out of my mind.

and for those that r wondering, no i can not actually afford to move anywhere so that is why i am still here looking for work instead of going back to cali or portland.