14917897's blog: "The love that I had."

If I may I would like to speak from my heart right now. The title of the blog is "love that I had" the subject is "seriously for a moment" so here we go, when I was a little tike I met a Girl who I found very curious, she found me curious to, as we started hanging out more and more the feelings of friendship grew stronger and stronger until one day this girl that I had grown to love, adore, and admire seemed to find herself smitten with me. She told me that she loves me and everything we done together and one day she would like to hear how I felt and she kept this up and I grew tired of her beating around the bush.. Lol. I pulled her close and kissed her and told her that I loved her too. We welcomed our daughter into the world but from a distance, she had loved me and everything but she fell for another, she couldn't figure out who was the father of the child. I was more of a candidate due to the looks and similariaties.9 months after giving birth she was going home and was involved in a car crash with a dump truck. The baby was in the back seat and my cousin was in the passenger seat. I lost my heart on May 3. My daughter is the only piece that is left from the shattered heartbreak of that day. The cousin in the passenger seat was a great person and bubbly, she suffered brain damage and has seizures from the accident that happened.so today may 3 is an anniversary of my heart being shattered. I had to pick the pieces up and do what she would think was a good thing and try to chug along, but for what? I have my kids and they know the struggles but what they don't know, well that's the part I place on my face everyday. The love I once had loved me for what I looked,acted,smelt,and was like.... Anyone else is just an after thought unless you look at my number one. She is my ride or die. Without her, keep stepping.