crazzymatt's blog: "The little blue demon in me."

Shining through the darkness Cutting through the night Flying on angelic wings Waiting for the fight But still, I hate you But I hate you But I hate you For everything you do Innocence through daylight You're as good as gold Little girl in pretty dress The one I'd love to hold But still, I hate you But I hate you But I hate you For everything you do You're the best in high school That's what people say Saving us all from ourselves Almost everyday But still, I hate you But I hate you But I hate you For everything you do I reach out for you You shine like a diamond Through the darkness it's true Dancing an angel in the night But still, I hate you But I hate you But I hate you For everything you do

The little one has come for me what shall I do, for I see the madness He brings with him. I cannot let Him do it. I must run hide go to the ends of the earth. I must run for eternity so He cannot posses me but why why me I did nothing to deserve this. I must face Him and reason with Him. "why" "why" now He has me His control is so strong now I'm starting to loose all hope it's getting darker, and darker I'm loosing my self my hart grows cold and now I know what must be dun but is There another way. I must end us for he will not just go away. But I cannot do it I'm not strong enough and now he is in control. I can feel the hate flowing in my vanes, what evil is this? I don't hate but why Duse He make me hate at least I still have love He cannot take that from me. Maybe love is what it takes to beat Him. Yes love, I will love Him and see what happens.....