Walter's blog: "The Junk In My Mind"

How many questions was that??

What good is it to be nice to people that really don't give a shit anyway? What good is it to be "sweet" to people that truly suck? Why is it that I hit the "like" button, but the people I'm supposedly "liking"  are too self absorbed to even notice? Do people really read this shit anyway? Am I writing to let it all out just for myself? Why the fuck am I wasting my time? Is it ok to stop rating fucked up pics of fake ass people? Is it ok to say someone is beautiful when in real life you know they are obviously not? Why is it acceptable to be fake on fubar? Why would i pay you ANYTHING to see your naked pics? Can we shoot whoever thought of fake ass marriage? Does it matter if you are in somenoe's family or not? Does it matter what number friend you are? is it a competition to be someone's number one friend? And if it's a competetion, what is the prize if I win? Wouldn't it be better to just have a couple of number one friends instead of having to number those sorry sacks? Is it possible that three years on Fubar have been enough for me???

What do you do when you've taken your social network shit too fuckin' serious? You've gotten engaged, you spent shit loads on bling and points and all that other bullshit? What do you do? There are no take backs, there is no way to erase what has happened and start all over. And if there was, would you REALLY want to start all over just to make the same bullshit mistakes again? Or what if you did start over and you didn't do the same crap over again? Who cares if it never happens again, you already fucked up. 

There are times, I start to think, Why the hell did I begin to believe that this could be real? Am I that fucking lonely that I have to look for people to talk to online? I never thought I was, but recently, I have started to believe that I'm a sorry ass lonely fucker. I need to rate shit, and like shit, and drink imaginary drinks, and give out imaginary fucking gifts, JUST so someone can say aww how fucking sweet, and get gratification from that? What the fuck happened to me?

It's kinda fucked up when the wake up call is too late and you have over slept yourself into stupidity. But at least I'm awake now, and in the end, this stupid blog is more me talking to myself than actually talking to anyone else. And there again is something that is fucking wrong. When the fuck did I start talking to myself? I started talking to myself, when I started taking all this online social bullshit seriously. 

I don't know if it is a vicious cycle, or just me being stupid.

Women are beautiful, from their hands, to their smiles, to their feet, from the way their hair falls at the side of their ear. Women are beautiful from the way they wear their hair, putting things in it, styling it, painting it. Women are beautiful from the shoes they choose to wear, from how their toes look cute, and from how their heels are sexy. Women are beautiful from how they close their eyes to kiss you, and how they open them so you can see their soul. Women are beautiful from the color of their eyes and how they shape their eyebrows. Women are beautiful from the way they carry themselves, to the attitude in their confidence. Women are beautiful from their smile when they are happy to their smile when they are flirting. Women are beautiful from the clothes they wear to the way they take off certain pieces of clothing just to tempt you. Women are beautiful from how they do their nails to how they touch you ever so soft. Women are beautiful from the perfume they wear to the way they come close just to smell your skin.

And all of these wonderful things are beautiful about women. But we can't forget some of the most important things. Women are Beautiful in the way the love you. When a woman loves you, she'll give you the benefit of the doubt even if she knows you're wrong. When a woman loves you, she will go above and beyond anyone else will just to make you happy. When a woman loves you, she'll laugh at what you say even if it's not funny just so you don't feel bad.

Women are beautiful in the way they are strong and independent. There is nothing like a woman that can take care of herself and lets you be part of her world. There is nothing like a woman that has her stuff together and decides to share that with you. I am SO attracted to the woman that doesn't need anyone to take care of her.

But anyway, these are just my opinions. These are some of the qualities I find beautiful in women, but there are SO many more things, from the small things they say, to just cute noises they make. I don't even wanna try to list all things I find beautiful about women. But you gotta know that no matter what there is ALWAYS something beautiful about yourself, maybe it's the way you talk to the way you think, It could be the way you smile to the color of your eyes. Plus if you add in the whole different people see the different beautiful things about you, then you KNOW that the smallest of things might be the prettiest things about you :)

I don't know how to make lots of money I got debts that I'm trying to pay I can't buy you nice things, like big diamond rings But that don't mean much anyway I can't give you the house you've been dreaming If I could I would build it alone I'd be out there all day, just hammering away Make us a place of our own I will write you a song That's how you'll know that my love is still strong I will write you a song And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without you I don't know that I'd make a good soldier I don't believe in being violent and cruel I don't know how to fight, but I'll draw blood tonight If somebody tries hurting you tonight I will write you a song That's how you'll know that my love is still strong I will write you a song And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without you Now that it's out on the table (it's out on the table) Both of us knew all along (knew all along) I've got your loving and you've got my song I don't know how to make lots of money I don't know all the right things to do I can't say where we'll go, but the one thing I know Is how to be a good man to you Until I die that's what I'll do I will write you a song That's how you'll know that my love is still strong I will write you a song And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without I will write you a song (I will write you a song) That's how you'll know that my love is still strong (love is still strong) I will write you a song And you know from this song that I just can't go on without you

Somebody's Me You, do you remember me?, Like, I remember you? Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?, Cause I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that, I really fell, and I'm going through hell. Thinking about you with somebody else. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. yeaa... How, how did we go wrong? It was so good, and now its gone, And i pray at night, that our passing will cross. What we had, isn't lost. Cause you are always driving in my thoughts.. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. Oh yeah... You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life. Cause you're in my memory... You, will you remember me?... And before you set me free, oh listen please... Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. Somebody's me... Somebody's me... Oh yeah...

When You Love Someone Artist:Bryan Adams When you love someone - you'll do anything you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone you'll deny the truth - believe a lie there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly but your lonely nights - have just begun when you love someone when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside and nothin else can ever change your mind when you want someone - when you need someone when you love someone... when you love someone - you'll sacrifice give it everything you got and you won't think twice you'll risk it all - no matter what may come when you love someone you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone

Ramones - I Wanna Be Sedated Lyrics Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go I wanna be sedated Nothin' to do and no where to go-o-oh I wanna be sedated Just get me to the airport put me on a plane Hurry hurry hurry before I go insane I can't control my fingers I can't control my brain Oh no no no no no Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go.... Just put me in a wheelchair and put me on a plane Hurry hurry hurry before I go insane I can't control my fingers I can't control my brain Oh no no no no no Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go I wanna be sedated Nothin' to do and no where to go-o-o I wanna be sedated Just put me in a wheelchair get me to the show Hurry hurry hurry before I gotta go I can't control my fingers I can't control my toes Oh no no no no no Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go... Just put me in a wheelchair... Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated

I don't know what guy wrote this, but he's a genius. Every single guy on the face of the earth should read this. If they did, girls would probably get treated a lot better than they do... This was written by a guy who has had years of experience. and he's pretty damn good. with girls.. 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do...lol 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mad. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did. 8. If you DO sleep with them, DON'T tell your friends that you did. 9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it... 10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales. 11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy.. 11. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time! 12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, ONE OF HIS SWEATSHIRTS, and a really PRETTY RING (plastic ones from machines count). Even if it's not a serious relationship. 13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely. 14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him. 15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, PULL YOUR GIRLFRIEND CLOSER. 16. NEVER, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back. 17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went. 18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals. 19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky. 20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding. 21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it. 22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend. 23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you. 24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them WITHOUT being asked. 25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle. 26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life. 27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good. 28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. 29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt her more if you draw it out. 30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond. 31. NEVER, and i mean NEVER make her do anything she doesn't wanna do. Because if you do she'll think that you're only after one thing. (and i think you all know what that is)