see but i dont get it....its all the same you say... and well i dont think you understand... you see theres a difference between right and wrong and then theres this grey area... where you dont know how things should be because theres more than 2 options and both look lousy and the 3rd option is somewhere in the middle... well heres the plan.... forget them all and find a new path... you see people lie and nothing that comes out of their mouths is truth, so search for the right and wrong in it all and youll find that the grey area is where you usually end up.... even in my dreams i dont know the difference between my nightmares and my dreams now....sometimes im not even sure how to classify them...so what would you do?....would you cut yourself off from the world or would you hold out for another round and just be left in the dark on what other people are really thinking about you and your situation?....either way...its hard to trust anything or anyone when you feel this indecisive...i mean look at the shit i just wrote...im not even sure if it makes sense but i bet itll be different from what youre used to... the only way up is down sometimes...then back up...
"dont play nintendo with my life....or my heart"...
-me-