i hear from people on here and on yahoo about people they know getting killed in iraq.people that are really younger then me. i wish i knew what to tell them. i wish at times i could take their places so they will be home with friends and family. sad thing is, there is only one of me, so i cant take their places.
i get asked why i keep voluntering to go over. the answer is i like being useful. im not afraid of dying. if i wasnt ready for death or afraid of it, i wouldnt volunteer, i wouldnt be in the army.
i get to help train people to go over there, train them on the job i did there. i doubt they will let me train them like i wanna do it, makin it as real as possible at the same time being safe. god i need to stop thinking so much. not only am i boring the shit out of you, i will probably depress a few of u that have lost people over there.
