Nakoma Lee's blog: "WRITING"

How can I live this way

You have to follow the rules

Stop being so cruel

I've put up with it to long

I finally see what it is you do

I won't take no more mental abuse

I have been blinded by your game

Mental abuse was its name.

Using my weakness to burn my brain

Until it no longer functioned the same.

Twisting every word I would say

Making me believe I was always to blame

Grinding me down until I was nearly insane.

Like a hunter messing with its prey,

I'd lash out just to keep you away.

You loved seeing me in this state

It was like a rush running through your veins.

Exhausted from what you have displayed

Believing I'm this horrible person you have portrayed

The damage now permanently engraved

Sobbing in my tears I have layed

So confused and in a constant daze

A 2 year headache where unanswered questions lay

Because you never given them the time of day

To date they still remain

But I can feel my headache has started to fade

I'm starting to see the light of day

I've realized I don't like the game you play

The rules are not fair I'm taking them away

Now lets see you win your nasty game