NotSeenOrHeard DEATH's blog: "Stop and look"

I am sure that this will make some people think and some to go wtf.  Right now at this very moment i find myself in a spot where I cant tell what choice is the right one cause sometimes doin the wrong thing is the right thing and the right thing is the wrong one but your morales are what make them that way and my morals are telling me im fucked six ways from sunday and im out of get out of jail free cards.  granted if your reading this your goin to wonder what my choices are or what am i talkin about but thats personal and id rather not sare righ now or probably ever atleast do not worry cause the choices i have only affect me and me alone as to wether or not i can make them thats different and for that i am sorry cause now at this point ive already lost most of you and no i am not drunk cause if i was this would be alot easier to explain with out giving in to many details to love and let go to love and try and take to love but stay hiddin forever not that any of these are what im talking about just thats kinda the choices i have cause either way i have to jump off a long and dangerous cliff in hopes to be caught before i fall to my more likely misserable old why the hell did i do that self.  I know that i have bad luck in most aspects of life, for example in my life i have either attracted the psychos or the ones that are married and decide not to let you know untill there husband wonders why they didnt come home last night so, yea and then theres the i do my job so well that my bosses boss asks me for anything and everything but wont promote and yet my actuall boss hates me cause he cant fire me lol so, i would say keep my head up if i keep working hard it will get better and yet my life has done nothing but say fuck it all your screwed and now i have a few choices to make that could end all or jump start my new and better life hell it would be an easier choice to kill but maybe thats just the former marine in me lol, well im sorry if you have read this and didnt like it or are still lost or anything of that nature i am just venting take it or leave it i dont care