I soar on wings of broken dreams,
& heed the facts as mere warnins...
I hurt the 1s who love me most,
Then wonder y I can't get close.
I c the beauty n ur eyes,
& silently I wonder y...
We can't get closer than we r,
Y gradually we drift apart.
I loved u more than words could say,
& could not go a single day...
Without the beauty of ur voice,
Echoin with words of choice.
I longed 2 have u here with me,
2 have u near so u could c...
How much I loved & how much I cared,
How love that deep was truly rare.
How much I longed 4 happiness,
Compared 2 mine urs was less...
& even tho I am worthless,
My love 4 u, I did confess.
The world round comes crashin down,
I can't reach; I'm tied & bound...
If u loved me u would care,
& rescue me from this despair.
Save me from my mind's worst fears,
Dam the river of my tears...
Make some effort just 2 help,
B4 I snap & hurt myself.
B4 I snap & hurt the 1s,
Who loved me 1st & not 4 fun...
Who love me when I'm sick & ill,
& though I hurt them, love me still.
Tho I always screw things up,
They'll always come 2 lift me up...
They'll always love me & they'll care,
When life is rough & not fair.
When girls like u take my heart,
Rip, smash, & tear it apart...
& walk me thro a livin hell,
Where nothin is good & nothin is well.
Where I remind myself how bad,
Things can get when I'm sad...
I always seem 2 end up hurt,
& then somehow end up a jerk.
I don't c how that could b true,
When all I wanted was 4 u...
2 tell me that u loved me 2,
So I know what I must do.
I am breakin up with u,
& breakin my whole life n 2...
& even tho I don't want 2,
It is somethin I must do.
Don't come round & don't call,
Don't even bother me @ all...
Don't tell me that ur sad 2day,
U were goin 2 anyway.
