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“If you could have one wish come true anything you wanted, world peace, happiness, wealth for everyone in the world , what would it be?”
I was asked this question by Jeremy, someone very inspirational and very dear to me. This is my repose.
I Could make one with that I knew would come true I would wish for everyone to have an amazing amount of courage.
Why courage you may ask. What can that do? It can change the world! If we all had courage it would solve all of our problems. We would not be afraid to learn new things, listen to knew ideas. We would not be afraid of the differences between us, be it race, religion, or wealth. We would have to courage to stand up for what we believe, even when we think no one will understand. We would have fear holding us back from being ourselves, because we wouldn’t care what people would think. There would be no lying because there would be no fear of truth, no fear of consequence. We would not be scared to stand up for someone, we would not have to stand up for someone, for the simple fact there would be no victimizing, because you would have the courage to have self confidence and feel no less superior to any one else.
Do you understand what I mean courage could change so much but yet its something you would over look.
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It’s not that I would wish people to have courage. Every one already has plenty of courage inside them. They are just afraid to use it.
So from me to anyone reading this (and to those who are not) you are someone, you are not a nobody. You have courage and I know you can find it. I know you know how to use it. I encourage you to work at letting it out. You don’t have to let it out all at one you don’t have to try to save the world the first time you use it. Start with something small like telling the truth, or wearing your hair a different way, standing up for someone, it can even saying I love you. You don’t have to DO something AMAZING you just have to USE something AMAZING. Your courage is a gift don’t let it set in your heart and go to waste.
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Courage is an AMAZING thing. I hope you will use it.
My wings are broken, my hands are black
I try to get up but chains hold me back
Pulling and tugging they will not break
If this is a dream I’m sleeping awake
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Hair is all matted with tangles and dirt
5 holes in my jeans and one in my shirt
My hope it is lost, behind tears in my eyes
My teeth are all rotting from telling your lies
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The chains they are strong and I struggle to move
But I have to break free I have something to prove
I pull and I pull till the chains cut me deep
I fall to my knees and do nothing but weep
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I can not escape they’re holding me back
And no one sees me, just the things that I lack
Twisting and turning the chains only rattle
I am determined… I will win this battle
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My faith it is tattered like the cloths that I wear
My heart it is broken, but I do nothing but care
My hands they are callused from pulling on chains
My body is weak from resisting the pains
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My strength it is useless, these chains will not fail
My courage is fighting though it is frail
I’m tattered and tired I just want a break
I will not give up I wont die in this state
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I pull one last time in hopes to unchain
And to my surprise my freedom I gain
I walk quickly away from the place of restriction
That was my life and looks like its fiction
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Walking away I gain back my attraction
As I walk by I see peoples reaction
My wings are mended my skin untainted
I look around and see you as painted
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Because I had fallen, because I was down
You though you could walk on me make me your ground
You are so judgmental so set on good looks
You didn’t see what I was,…. an angel from books
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Is darkness the presence of evil or the absents of light. When you have a candle do you now how a shadow of darkness?
Are shadows Gods way of telling us every one is a little bit evil ? Is it God trying to remind us to live the best we can and not dwell over mistakes because no one is perfect? I think it might be. I don’t know about anyone else but I believe our shadows are a metaphor put right in front of us. I believe it’s a metaphor many people over look.
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When you look at a shadow you see darkness. An object blocking the light from view. When you sin you are covering the truth with lies, darkness. We associate sin with darkness because we are all in some way scared of the dark. We are all in some way scared of the evil that that is in EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US.
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Our shadow is God’s way of telling us “ Stop being afraid, Stop 2nd and 3rd guessing everything you do.” If you would just be you , you could help some one, you could be the light that erased that dark shadow cast on their heart as well as on the world.
It’s Gods way of saying everyone could make a difference, just take a step out of your shadow and shine some light on someone else….
Honesty why is honesty important? Everyone always tells us honesty is important, but no one has ever told us WHY it’s important. Maybe because that s something we need to find out for ourselves. Honesty is important in many ways to me, and many different ways to you. Everyone has their own reasons why honesty is important. These are mine.
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When someone lies you can not trust them. Without trust you have lost all respect for that person because you can no longer depend on that person, and you can no longer confide in that person. Lying is not telling the truth, lying is stretching, bending or leaving part of the truth out. Lying hurts…
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If you become a liar you are fake. You are not the TRUE you so you are lying to the world. When you are lying to the world you are lying to your friends, because you have no friends at least no true ones. You don’t know who you are because you lie to your self so how can your friends truly be friends if they don’t know you either?
So by lying you are ultimately ALONE….
~What ARE we here for? What are WE so posed to do as individuals? Things are so much easier in groups. No one is going to listen to one voice, one squeaky small voice. No one. So how will I change the world ?? It truly is QUITE SIMPLE really. It’s something so simple we all have the ability to do it . THINK ABOUT IT WE COULD ALL CHANGE THE WORLD!!
If I, we , YOU, you and I take the first step toward change imagine how many people will follow. You may think you are alone but really there are TONS of people out there who feel the same way as you. Just take the first step others will follow. ^.^
~Our name. IS OUR NAME REALLY THE ONE OUR PARENTS GIVE US?? If so why do we obtain nicknames along our life journey. I don’t believe our names at birth will tell us who we will be, in fact think that they have no impact at all. WE MAKE OUR NAME. we choose who we were who we are WHO WE WILL BE. That is all up to us. OUR choices make us not our name.
My name, Sarah, means princess, does that make me a princess? No, it doesn’t. I AM WHO I HAVE MADE MYSELF. I try my hardest to do what I think is right. It may be hard at times but I do it. I try to be kind, I try to keep giving chances no matter how much you’ve hurt me, I will believe in you when no one else will, I will help you up even if that means I have to get down on my hands and knees in the mud to pull you out, I’ll always be there.
I want ME to be remembered not my name. My name didn’t change any thing, my actions will. I want my actions to impact someone, if that is achieved then I will be happy, I will be content. If I change someone’s life then I HAVE changed the world! In one small way I have changed it and that’s all I want, I know I will change the world, I’m just waiting for my chance so I can take it …
Are you waiting for yours ?
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I love you; I love you more than anything in my life
I’m addicted to and I would give anything to be your wife
I can’t wait to hug you and look into your eyes
I love you like no other, you’re different from the other guys
My sister says I’m stupid but that’s because she doesn’t see
That ever time I wake up, I think of you and me
We are so different but so very much the same
When I am in math I find myself doodling your name
Don’t get this mixed up it’s far from puppy love
Every time I think of you I know there’s a god above
Because you are a blessing that I, I have received
I could never turn away; it hurts too much to leave
Thinking of you makes me smile, it makes me glow inside
And I’m so very happy to have you on my side
I hold you in my heart because you’re so far away
But one day well be together, I anticipate that day
We talk about everything, our lives and our dreams
And now without a doubt you’ve become my seams
You hold me together, keep me from falling apart
You are the missing piece to my once broken heart
I love you so much, and I want nothing more
You’re the one I will be forever living for
I can not wait to be together, and then ill have it all
Because I, I am the ceiling and you, you are my wall
Is anyone Out there ?… Is anyone there?
Does it really matter what I have to share?
Will anyone hear me? My words lost with the wind,
As I’m placed inside this box, I’m invisible within.
Invisible to people, invisible to hope.
Invisible to everything, leaving words a way to cope.
I scribble and I write; jotting down my every thought
I explain in words how this battle I have fought
Fighting all the urges, fighting all the pain
Fighting with the thunder I stand out in the rain.
Facing all the problems I’ve ever pushed aside
I stand there wet and dripping, at least I know I tried
I tried to make it through I tried hard to survive
I tried to run away but I made it out alive
Living is a blessing I’ve learned that along the way
And now inside my box the invisible slips away
I step out into the open, and take a deep breath in.
I look around and think “ it’s time to try again”
My box it has been opened like a butterflies cocoon
And now I fly away like the helium in a balloon
Is everybody out there?… is everybody here ?
I will make a difference, a change it will appear
Everybody will hear me, my words carried with the wind
As I step out of my box for a change I will defend!
IM SO PROUD OF YOU TWO :)
pulling through every thing you've pulled through you are two of the most AMAZING friends anyone could have ever asked for lol you were truly a blessing form God, but i kno i cant be selfish and keep you all to myself no matter how much i want to, god if only this last year wasnt wasted :( im so sry i wish i could go back becaue it was the biggest mistake ive ever made i missed hangin with you and talking with you sharing with you making memories with you. im sry but i kno that even though your graduating im still gonna see you but i still feel like its going to be forever.... and the missed i wish i could get back i love you guys your my best friends my sisters for life :)
Ashley~
you are a strong person weather you realize it or not, you can make it through anything you've been my friend for 4 years and in that 4 years i come to love you as a sister. no matter how much we fight i always wanted the best for yo and you for me, im so proud of you and im sure you dad would be too, i wish that i would have spent more time getting to kno you more so we could be closer than we are now. Ashley, I know things can be tough but you are STRONG, alot stronger than you know. alot stronger than you think. i love you im gonna miss you congrats on your graduation :D
Wolfur ~
YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND !! i have known you for 5 years now. you are the most AMAZING FRIEND I could ever ask for. i couldnt have asked for a better sister than you. you have been there for me through EVERYTHING you kno me better than .. .me lol you have AMAZING TALENTS not only drawing acting and writing but you have an amazing gift of kindness and understanding. you will do great things in this world. i truly beleive that ! im going to miss you sooo much this summer..i have learned so much form you wolfur, i have gone through so much with you we have endured the world and you will be my maid of honor when i marry :) for sure for sure :) omg i remember nights staying up talking about absolutly nothing and always finding a reason for somthing thats happend, you have seen me grow from this little sixth grader to a jr ( well as of friday i will be ) you have helped me learn to spell and correct grammer, you have tought me how to be me and not care that people dont like me. wolfur i kno your under some stress right now but youll make it i kno you will, i kno you , youll find a way you always do, you have even helped me find MY way when i was lost. i love you so much wolfur and you are the greatest friend i ever had and will ever have because ... your not going any where your goingto stay my best friend forever. congrats on graduating i remember meeting you when you where only in 8th grade wow a long a time ago, i have so many great memories i have made with you and i will NEVER forget them. i love you wolfur !! :D congrats
YOU TWO BOTH HAVE TO KEEP IN TOUCH ... I wil stalk you if you dont !!!! i lvoe you guys :) your my best friends and no matter how many NEW friends i make next year THEY WILL BE NOTHING compared to you nothing i love you guys soooo much !!!
CONGRATS CLAS OF 2009 !!!!!! im proud of ALL of you :D
