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What are you waiting for?
they yell they scream
they push they shove
they touch they feel
they take and steal
and nothing is ever good enough you think maybe one day ill be good enough just gotta keep trying.. keep trying
you slip and you fall
close your eyes and hit the wall
you give and you give
until theres no reason to live
they take everything you pride youself worth your thoughts they control your life to the point they have killed you to make they wat they want your dead inside...... dead
not good enough to talk and share your thoughts
your pushed away like a corps that rots
you sruggle and your strive falling down everytime
you are left voiceless mute as a mime
you fade away till nothings left but your skin and bones.... and still when you die ...... no one will have known .... its all silent
no mind to choose decide what is right
no heart no courage to continue to fight
lost in their ways it becomes all you know
and eventualy you learn never to say no
you can not stop them their will is too strong and youve been here so long you beleive that YOURE wrong..... because your never right
your mouth wired shut and your eyes open wide
you search and you sear .... with no where to hide
you cant get away theyve trapped them selves in your head
the only esacape is if you were dead
locked up in a closet.... ive locked myself away
to keep the world from hearing what i have to say
because my words they hurt they cut as deep as blades
and when i show my feelings they are always different shades
my fingers twitch and never cease
my thoughts they wonder piece by piece
my tounge a knife that cuts you deep
my guilt depriving me of sleep
let my lie here alone and cold
let me long for some one to hold
dont let me sleep dont let me cry
leave me there..... let me die
my eyes are open but all is dark
im in here but still i leave my mark
a rose with nothing but thorns
a day that only makes you mourn
im here a puddle of tears
left to face only fears
leave me alone
im not going home
runaway from everything
run way runaway runaway from me
run away from my feelings run away from who i am
runway from reality run away from life
ill run on forever... at least i will try
becasue as long as i run i dont want to die
but soon ill have to stop and i guess thats when ill see
that the only thing thats wrong with myself is..... the one and only ME
Listen to your heart…
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*Breathe*…
*Breathe *
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Close your eyes and listen…
Close your eyes and see …
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*Breathe* …
*Breathe*
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Heart,…. heart what should I do
I’m lost in this world with no one but you
I walk through the crowd, …but I can not see
Who is that person,…who might they be
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*Breathe *…
*Breathe *
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I reach out a hand….
and people grab on
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But when I take a step… they are all gone
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The ones that remain…
I hold very dear
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But I know all but one will disappear….
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*Breathe *…
*Breathe*
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Alone in the fog, it will just be us
And this person that’s left I know I can trust…
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*Breathe *…
*Breathe*
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Please tell me who…
Who is beside me? …
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Behind this fog hiding their face….
Who is this person you say is first place ?…
*Breathe *…
*Breathe*…
*Breathe*
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Listen to my heart
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*Thump*…
*Thump*
Beating and beating not giving up….
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Its been tattered an torn and sewed back as one
Its not giving up until love it has won …
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*Thump*…
*Thump*
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The lessons were learned…never pushed to the side
And now I am scared,… but I know not to hide
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*Thump*…
*Thump*
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My heart it is precious, like a glass doll
And I know in the end … into right hands it will fall
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*Thump*…
*Thump*
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Breathe- thump- breathe…..
Thump- thump breathe- thump- breathe
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Holding my breath as your face is exposed
I knew it was you, though my eyes they were closed
I knew in my head my heart wouldn’t be wrong
And now I’m with you and my love it is strong
I let down my guard and people came in
And now it is time for OUR life to begin …..
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*Breathe*…
*Thump*…
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Close your eyes…..
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And just listen…..
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*Breathe, Breathe*
*Thump, Thump*
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*BREATHE*
