CLUB FAR MEMBER's blog: "THE BIG BLAST CONTEST"

THANK YOU................ I WANT TO THANK ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT HAVE HELPED ME REALIZE WHO I AM :: WHAT I WANT:: AND WHAT I NEED:: THROUGH THE GOOD AND THE BADD : I HAVE TAKEN EVERYTHING WITH AN UNDERSTANDING THAT THE BAD OCCURENCES IN LIFE CAN BE BEST FOR YOUR BENEFIT :: I ACCEPT THIS IN IT........'S ENTIREDY :: I FOUND ME : THANKYOU :: I THOUGHT I WAS OVER :: BUT I....................................'VE ONLY JUST BEGUN::STRONGER: WISER: BETTER EQUIPPED TO LOVE :: TO BE LOVED:: TRULY LOVED:: Life Teaches you lessons everyday:: Builds you each passing moment: leading closer to some destination:: somewhere that you are supposed to be in life:: In this world who knows?? Live each day like it....................................'s the last few hours you have left:: you never know.. You just might.. Love everybody: show them that you can look past um ...................................."stupid shit,...................................." that....................................'s the only way i can explain that at this point:: anyways: show them that and maybe it will teach : encourage: make some type of positive effect :: I fear no man:: Try not to hate : and pray that there is a heaven that I may enter into :: Pray for your enemies amongst your loved:; forgive:: don....................................'t forget:: that knowledge was well earned:: keep that:: Don....................................'t let no one get you down::keep your held held high to the sky:: reach for the stars:: Love::peace:: DEE DEE.......

::::FORGET HIM:::: FORGET HIS NAME: FORGET HIS FACE: FORGET HIS KISS: HIS WARM EMBRACE: FORGET THE LOVE THAT YOU ONCE KNEW: REMEMBER HE HAS SOMEONE NEW: FORGET HIM WHEN THEY PLAYED YOUR SONG : REMEMBER WHEN YOU CRIED ALL NIGHT LONG: FORGET YOU CALLED HIM YOUR BEST FRIEND: FORGET WHEN HE SAID i'LL LOVE YOU TIL THE END: FORGET HOW YOU MEMORIZED HIS WALK: FORGET THE WAY HE USED TO WALK : FORGET THE THINGS HE USED TO SAY: REMEMBER HE WENT AWAY :FORGET HIS LAUGH:HIS GRIN: THE DIMPLES IN HIS CHIN : FORGET THE WAY HE HELD YOU TIGHT : REMEMBER HE'S WITH HIM TONIGHT : : FORGET THE TIME THAT WENT SO FAST : FORGET THE LOVE THAT MOVED,IT'S PAST : FORGET HOW HE SAID IT LAST FOREVER: :::::REMEMBER HE'S GONE FOREVER:::::: :::FORGET HIM:::

WHY DO WE SEEK LOVE??? WE SEEK IT FOR HAPPINESS; FOR THE GREATEST FEELING IMAGINABLE; FOR A HIGH THAT NO DRUG CAN COMPETE WITH ,,, BECAUSE WHEN YOU ARE IN LOVE , YOUR'E UNTOUCHABLE, SO LOST IN THAT FEELING THAT NOTHING ELSE MATTERS,, AS IF EVERY MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE CULMINATED TO THAT VERY SECOND YOUR SOUL FINALLY SMILED AND COMFORTED IN THE FACT THAT THE SAME WAY YOU LOVE THAT PERSON THEY LOVED YOU BACK. TO RISK YOUR LAST BREATH JUST TO SAY THOSE THREE WORDS, TO REASSURE TO THAT PERSON THAT IT IS EVERLASTING AND INFINATE. WHERE YOU ONLY WANT TO BE IN THEIR PRESENCE, TO ONLY KNOW THAT THEY ARE NEAR , NOT TO WONDER IN FEAR OF LOSING THAT SWEET LOVE ,, IN FEAR OF LOSING YOUR HOPES AND AMBITIONS TO EXTEND YOUR LIFE INTO THE FUTURE,, BECAUSE THE LOSS OF THAT LOVE WOULD LEAVE YOUR FUTURE BLANK, WITHOUT THEM IN THE PICTURE , WHERE WOULD YOU STAND??? WHAT MEANING WOULD THERE BE THEN ?? EMPTYNESS, SORROW, PAIN , WITHDRAWL, FEENING FOR THEIR TOUCH ONCE MORE,, LINGERING IN YOUR MIND ALL THAT IT WAS TO SHARE YOUR LIFE , TO BECOME AS ONE, ONE SOUL DERIVED OF TWO COUNTERPARTS , HARMONIZED SOULS,,COMPLETE. EVERY DIFFERENCE THE SAME , EVERY LKENESS STRONG AND WHOLE,, DREAMING IN AWARENESS, LOST IN REALITY,, OF WHAT'S REAL AND WHAT'S IMAGINED,, WITH NO WAY TO DIFFERENCIATE THE TWO... I GUESS THAT'S WHY WE SEEK LOVE... I WROTE THIS ONE DAY WHEN I WAS THINKING TO MYSELF,, AND I THOUGHT I WOULD POST IT AND SEE WHAT TYPE OF FEEDBACK I GET ,, SO LET ME KNOW YOUR OPINION ON MY EMOTIONS THE DAY I WROTE THIS.. THANKYOU ....DEE DEE

God gives us all blessings, in many shapes and forms. He is mysterious, all knowing, and always watching. He knows when you need him the most and just when it seems impossible, or that it's just not going to happen , it does, life changes with the blink of an eye , instantly flipping your reality into another... today is the 6th anniversary of a blessing that came into my life , My mom had a kidney transplant , and I just wanted tp let her knoe I LOVE her, and i thank the loving soul who chose to give life anew to my heart(mom) my spirit, and driving force... I love you mommy so much please know that I do and always will... we need eachother more than ever now,,, Muahz! Siempre your Bay~b~boi:::noonie

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