I close my eyes and dream of you,
I feel you like the morning dew.
Somewhere inside I try to hide
From remembering your thoughtful side.
I wish I didn't always think
Of all the dishes in your sink.
And how you swept me off my feet
To lay me in your Walmart sheets
And tell me what your life has been
And make me think you'd let me in.
I wish you hadn't been so sweet
I wish that we just didn't meet.
Why did I do the things I do
When you gave me every single clue?
I never told you what I needed;
It's not your fault you never heeded.
But why'd you keep me in the dark?
Why'd you blow out every spark?
It keeps me up and drives me mad
Why do I miss what I never had?
I know it wasn't meant to be
But you could have explained it to me.
And now I sit here everyday
And hope these thoughts will go away.
So many questions left unasked;
So many times you talked too fast.
And now I'll never understand
Why you left me with an empty hand.
I know it wasn't all on you;
So please tell me what I didn't do.
I wish you had just one more day
To tell me what you meant to say.
You destroyed all my composure
I'll never learn the art of closure.
