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What if i said i wanted to take you some place so romantic and special... Would you go? Doesn't matter where it's at cause every where is special...as long as i'm with you What if i said i couldn't please you all night...But i could make you happy for the rest of your life i'm the funk in your left thigh trying to be in your right what if i said i could make your body shiver and shake like no man or woman has ever been able to do? Did i mention...i dont even have to touch you i'll just tell you i love you...but by the grace of God and his will...i'll actually mean it to you...The kinda love He has for me...i'll have for you Because that kinda love...is the TRUTH no mind trips or emotional games...no hide -n- seek with my love when i'm with you and around my girls cause i'm your woman...YOUR WOMAN...and i dont need them to validate my love for you so this is a letter to my dream man...where ever he may be... Fellows i need your help with this one...does he really exist in this world full of hateful people? with all the playas and pimps and skanks and hoes with the game as the emotions and love being abused... this is a letter to my dream guy... where ever he may be...since i can't seem to find you now... what if i just go back to sleep

I am just me. There are no hidden agendas. I am an open book and speak straight forward. If you ask me I will answer and it will be an honest answer. If I meet you and seem shy just look past it because that's just how I am when I first meet people. I'm not picky who I talk to, just who I talk to for long periods of time. I like to avoid confrontations, but I won't run from them, nor will I take anybody's shit. I'm probably the easiest person to get along with and talk to. I'm outgoing. I can be loud. I'm deffinitly goofy. I just moved here from *St.Louis* and I miss it like crazzyy. I'm always up for anything. I'm spontanious and compasionate. My biggest problem is that im too forgiving, but walk all over me, you'll deffinitly be sorry. Im really every thing in one, nice but a bitch, smart but dumb, funny but lame, pretty but ugly it all deppends. But I guess every one is like that. Truly I'm a great person to get to know (At least I think)Im very loyal and tustfull and I get a long with every one untill you screw me over also IM THE BIGEST SMART ASS YOU WILL EVER MEET can't help it, sorry! lol I love to hang out with my friends WHO I LOVE VERY MUCH (YES THATS YOU *Kim*!*Tammy*!*Julius*!*Jason*!*AND EVERY ONE ELES)I will do anything to get out of the house, with is the one place i hate to be. I love to party drink just have fun but with work and kids I really don't have the time any more. OK~LET"S SEE....how much do yall wanna know about me..... if you dont want to know, then skip on past, but there will be a quiz later...he he * * * * * * * * I love when my face is touched. I love when a guy looks into my eyes I love when someone plays with my hair I love it when my back is rubbed I love to hold hands I love to lay my head on my guy's chest I love to be spooned while im sleepin I love to have the top of my head, my forehead, the tip of my nose and my hand kissed I love to have doors opened (and closed) for me I love when a guy gives me his coat when im cold I love to be helped out of cars, and up & down steps I love to sit on peoples laps I love to slow dance uummmm, im sure i'll think of more later....

Why was I put on this earth? Why do I have to suffer?Just when the clouds begin to part, Things seem to get even tougher.Why am I still living? Why can’t I just die? Why is God so unforgiving? I have no reason for living, So I shouldn’t even try.

Before I was Mom Before I was Mom I slept as late as I wanted & never worried about how late I got into bed I brushed my hair and teeth everyday. Before I was Mom I cleaned my house each day.I never tripped over toy or forgot words to a lullaby.I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.I never thought about immunizations. Before I was MomI had never been puked onPooped on.Spit on.Chewed on.Peed on.I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.I slept all night. Before I was Mom I never held a screaming child so that doctors could do testsOr give shots.I never looked into teary eyes and cry ed.I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because i didn't want to put it down.I never felt my heart break in to a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.I never knew that I could love someone so much.I never knew that I would love being a Mom. Before I was Mom I didn't know the feeling of my having my heart outside my body.I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. Before I was MomI had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutesto make sure all was okay.I had never known the warmth,the love, the heartache, thewonderment or the satisfaction of being a mom.I didn't know I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was Mom. And remember that behind every successful mother......Is a basket of dirty laundry

I give my love to only you untill the day I dieI want to be the one you love intill the end of time I always want to make you smile and fill your heart with joyTo be the girl you dreamed about who was sent from up above I'll make each day a memory that you will never forgeta day you'll cherish in your heart like the day that we frist metI'll hold you close to me each night as you lay by my sideso you will know how much it means just knowing you are mineNo one else could take your place no matter how they tryedYou are the only man for me I'll love you all my life

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight. Just wanted you to know, Although I never let it show. You will always remain in my heart, And you are in my thoughts even though we are apart.Night and day, My mind never strays, Thoughts of you cloud my mind, Memories replay, time after time. The times we shared, And how much you cared, I will never forget. Those times, I do not regret.Sure do miss your friendship smiles I'll wait for your e-mails across the miles I'll be waiting so please keep in touch Just to let you know I'll miss you very much.

We all are seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect that there is no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you your self are wrong in some way and, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complentary way. But it takes alot of living to grow fully in to your own wrongness. It isn't intil you finilly run up against your deepest deamons, your unsolvable problems, the ones that make you who you truly are, that you're ready to find a life long mate. Only then do you finlly know what you are looking for. You're looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person, the "right" wrong person, someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, "this is the problem that I want to have". I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way!

A Man who understands, a real Sister indeed -- who's willing to give, what a real Sister needs ! Who's willing to take, what she wants and more -- who can be a cold Bitch, and a bedroom whore Yet, understand the rules, in this game we play -- If sex is the choice, Keep them feelings away Don't start talking shit, bout you don't want a girl -- Tellin ya' Boy y'alls business, and become her biggest fan Y'all spend time and y'all kick it, long walks, movies and dinner -- You still know nothing about her, but to you she is your winner Then when you find out she has a friend, a man, a girl, a boo -- The statement so frequently made by many, i'm tired of being number two His feelings are hurt, but in the beginning, she said we'd only be friends -- The Woman understood, apparently he didn't, out of respect, she let's that shit end If you choose a friend, and y'all play the game, of SEX or fucking around -- State up front, the name of the game, And make sure you got the rules down!

Our love will remain forever and a day, Real strong love without decay. We'll stick together through think and thin, That way, we will always win. Yes - we have real love in our life, And we can cope with any strive. Love is the greatest gift of all, Especially when we're very loyal. When, in our hearts, true love we feel, It can help a problem heal. With love they'll always be great gains, And in our life, true love remains. When a true partner you have got, Your love cannot be sold or bought.

A child was beat A child will cry Still his parents tell him these lies They say they love there child so dear Still all this child will know is fear He lives in darkness through the night afraid to wake for mornigs light He lives in shadows through out the day not knowing what to do or say When will this childs life begin when will his torment finally end