Buckeye Girl's blog: "tears"

To those who take the time to read this....I don't want opinions in my SB...this is what it is and let's leave it at that

 Tears

They come sometimes in buckets
They come sometimes between breaks
It’s hard for me to stop them
The feelings are hard for me to take


You used to be one person
I used to be a different person too
But the person you have become
Isn’t the person I know and I don’t know what to do


Your words have become hurtful
Here come the tears again
Flowing down my cheek
Breathe I say…count to ten


But they continue almost every day
And it’s getting harder and harder to hide the pain
I don’t know what is worse the lies or the deceit
Someone get me off this train

I want to turn back the clock
I’m tired of the tears
But looking in the mirror
I see I have aged years


I’m sitting on the floor
Because my knees are weak
You say talk to me
But my tears make me unable to speak


I’m painted as the bad guy
It’s me who is always doing something wrong
Then why am I crying
Why can’t I be strong

Here come the tears again
Running down my face
Tired I curl up in bed
Wishing I was in another place