as i write this i cry cuz i have found the person of my dreams i want to be wit him for the rest of my life and i want to marry him. this is so hard cuz i dont to see him very often and it hurts me sometimes it feels like a knife cuz all i do is cry and it is so hard on me cuz he is my life line and i know that im his he has my hart and i have his ya i know it sounds so wrong for me to cry about this but when i wit him all i do is smile and laff when im not wit him my worls is so dark and glommy and to me it feels like i have no sun shine to look for