Do I cry now or do I cry later? Does it even matter if I really cry? Tears are worthless pieces of shit made of water and salt. Tears feel like grains of salt just entwined with water skimming across your skin. Reaching up to wipe it away your skin begins to prey away from your flesh and bone. Instead of tears there is blood now were the tears have once been feeling more natural. Now if only they were just bloody tears and not salt water you would understand what is truly meant to be. Look at me now should I just fall apart and just be one big bloody ass mess or should I just pull myself out of this whole and fuck all. You tell me which is better or shall I just show you myself because it may not ever be pretty again.