*~* ... as tears fall from the face you once loved, your heart acks in a longing, a need for that somthing speachal it could be as small as being your daddys little girl, this pain lives in each heart. slowly taking over each soul. the want to be the best the want to just be seen and say hey ..i love you, that need for such simple words is greater then most would expect, days fade and new ones come each day bring new and differnt things but one thing hasnt changed that empty love still sits in your heart waiting for that day when you hear i love you. i missed you, i hope your doing okay, or to some maybe its just hi, most live there lives working the jobs they never wanted to work acting the way they never wanted to act just to make people happy, we hide behind other people and there actions just so we can fill that whole in a heart. and one day we find are selfs some where deep into life, most of the time its in a place we never wanted to be a person i never wanted to be. morning and night are both black and white, nither are the same when you wake up its a new day the walls are clean and anything you dream of could happen, as night sets in your day is almost over the walls are quickly being filled in slowly turning black, no more room to write, running to write faster and faster as that one wall you will never get the chance to write again fades away, you might have learned to write better but that wall is in pen somthing that cant be takin away. each day we are givin a new wall somthing white waiting for us to make it black. over the years the walls get piled on stacked high up, some are lost forgoten, some soo coverded in black its hard to read anymore others almost all white. each day we live its a personal choice how you want that day to go. some times by the time your done talking and its time to read what you wrote for that day you dont like to read what you had to say. dieing for someone to make sence of this skcrach you have, sadly each mind ,non alike, could ever truly understand. somedays i wish i had a differnt live, and others im soo happy to be me, but one things for sure im srry for the people ive hurt, and when the years pass on you say i will change you see that same spark comming back a part of you, you never liked honts you. but at the end of the day, its over its done theres no going back so its time to dry thouse tears, head up high and start to live my life knowing the bad and the good days will come and hopfuly the good with out number the bad. as the summer comes to an end its time to say our good byes to read that very last chapter close our book and start a new one. the class of 07 its there time to shine each year someone new gets that wonderful feeling, but for all the rest its time to say our goodbyes friends leaving for college the ones you thought you would never have to say good bye too ... the day will come when we will all see each other again, but right now that day is fading fast and i need your hand ...to help me walk again somthing i learned the other day if you put your hand out there and wait for help it will come, if not your family cuz i know in most cases its not really going to happen but your friends will step up! so heres to the night, close my eyes and dream of what to write next....*~* | View | Add Favorite