I'VE NEVER QUITE "FIT" THE MOLD THAT WAS CAST FOR ME... PEOPLE TEND TO JUDGE ME BY HOW I LOOK. SO, LET'S CLEAR SOME THINGS UP FOR YA'LL. JUST BECAUSE IHAVE BLACK HAIR AND LIKE TO WEAR BLACK CLOTHING, DOESN'T MEAN I'M "GOTH". JUST BECAUSE I HAVE A LOT OF TATTOOS, DOESN'T MEAN I'M "PUNK" OR "HARD". SINCE I HAVE THE "I DON'T GIVE A SHIT" ATTITUDE PEOPLE TEND TO THINK THAT I'M HEARTLESS. I HONESTLY WOULD HAVE TO SAY THAT I AM ONE OF THE MOST HYPER SENSITIVE PEOPLE YOU COULD EVER MEET. I HAVE A BIG HEART THAT TENDS TO GET BROKEN OFTEN. BUT, I AM LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE A LOT OF GREAT FRIENDS THAT ARE PRETTY HANDY WITH THE CRAZY GLUE THAT PUTS ME BACK TOGETHER. THE PAST TWO YEARS OR SO I'VE BEEN "IN HIDING" FROM SOCIETY. I'VE BEEN WORKING HARD AT TRYING TO PUT MYSELF TOGETHER AND FIGURE OUT WHO I AM, NOT WHO PEOPLE BELIEVE ME TO BE. I HAVE FOUND THAT I'M A PRETTY DAMN GOOD PERSON. DON'T GET ME WRONG, I HAVE MY FAULTS; WHICH I'M NOT TOO PROUD TO TELL ANYONE ABOUT. I LET MY EMOTIONS GET THE BEST OF ME TOO OFTEN; ANOTHER THING I'M TRYING TO WORK ON. FOR FAR TOO LONG IN MY LIFE, I'VE LET EVERYONE, BESIDES MYSELF, COME FIRST. I'VE LOST SOME FRIENDS ALONG THIS JOURNEY TO FIND MYSELF. YET, I HAVE ALSO REALIZED HOW TRUELY LOVED I AM BY THE ONES THAT MATTER MOST. I'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MANY TRAJEDIES IN MY LIFE AND STILL HAVE MANAGED TO COME THROUGH TO THE OTHER SIDE A STRONGER PERSON. SO, IF THERE'S ANYONE OUT THERE THAT JUST MAY NEED A HELPING HAND, I'M HEAR TO LISTEN AND OFFER ANY ADVISE YOU MAY FEEL YOU NEED. .skem9 {Profile-generated-at:url(http://www.skem9.com); Come back again!} .skem9 {Background Settings} body { background-image:url("http://i46.photobucket.com/albums/f130/smushypoop/BlueStripes.jpg"); background-repeat:repeat; background-position:center; background-attachment:fixed;} .skem9{We gotta hide the other tables backgrounds so it looks nice} table, tr, td, input, div { background-color:transparent; border:0px;} .skem9 {table properties} table table table { background-color:727cd3; border-color:ff48ff; border-style:solid; border-width:1px;} table table table table {border:0px; background-image:none; background-color:transparent;} table table table {width:300px;} td.text table {width:auto;} .skem9 {Replace the old contact table with the new one} .contactTable {width:300px; height:150px; background-image:url("http://i46.photobucket.com/albums/f130/smushypoop/2.jpg"); background-repeat:no-repeat; background-position:center center;} .contactTable img {display:none;} .contactTable td {background-color:transparent;} .contactTable a {display:block; width:115px; height:30px; filter:none !important; background-color:transparent !important; background-image:none !important;} .skem9 {replace the extended network with your new banner} span.blacktext12 span {display:none !important;} span.blacktext12 {display:block; width:435px; height:460px; background:url("http://i46.photobucket.com/albums/f130/smushypoop/pinup.png") no-repeat center center;} .skem9 {Regular links, and that damn view all friends link, myspace had to make it a class for a stupid reason} a:link, a:active, a:visited, a.redlink:link, a.redlink:active, a.redlink:visited { color: 000050 !important; font-family: helvetica !important; font-size: 8pt !important; text-decoration:none;} a:hover, a.redlink:hover { color: ff48ff !important; font-family: helvetica !important; font-size: 8pt !important;text-decoration: line-through; text-transform: uppercase;} .skem9 {Default Text Settings} table, tr, td, p, li, div, span, .text { color: white !important; font-family: helvetica !important; font-size: 8pt !important; font-weight:normal !important;} .skem9 {your name above your profile pic} span.nametext { color: ff48ff !important; font-family: fine hand !important; font-size: 18pt !important; font-weight:normal !important;} .skem9 {XXs interest XXs details} span.whitetext12 {display:none !important;} .skem9 {music, general, movies, ect ect} span.lightbluetext8 {display:none !important;} .skem9 {about me, who id like to meet} span.orangetext15 {display:none !important;} .skem9 {latest blog entries, and XX has XX friends} span.btext {display:none !important;} .skem9 {The red text, aka the numbers on friends, and comments} span.redbtext, span.redtext { color: ff48ff !important; font-family: fine hand !important; font-size: 8pt !important; font-weight:normal !important;} .skem9 {Time and date in comments} span.blacktext10 {display:none !important;} .skem9 {extended network text} span.blacktext12 span {display:none !important;} .John {; top:20px; right:0px; 9;} .skem9 {I know some people are going to remove the image in this layout back to my site, but if you would at least still put a link to http://www.skem9.com on your page I would appreciate it!} .layout {submited-by:smushypoop; url(http://www.skem9.com/~36455);}.sk { !important; top:0px; right:0px; 9;}Layout made by smushypoop