AS MANY OF YOU KNOW I SPEND ALOT OF TIME UP HERE DOING ALOT FOR OTHERS , I AM TAKING A BREAK FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS TO CLEAR MY HEAD I HAVE ALOT GOING ON RIGHT NOW TO THE POINT I CANT EAT CANT SLEEP NOW I AM JUST MENTALLY DRAINED , I AM TAKING A FEW DAYS BREAK TO COLLECT MY THOUGHTS AS I AM REALLY THINKING ABOUT DELETING MY ACCOUNT ..
WHEN I CAME TO THIS SITE I WAS NOT AWARE THAT I WOULD MEET SUCH WONDERFUL PEOPLE EVEN FELL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL TO ME AS MOST OF YOU KNOW, BUT IN THIS TIME I HAVE COME TO REALIZE THAT THERE ARE STILL ALOT OF PEOPLE HERE WHO YOU WOULD THINK WERE STILL IN HIGH SCHOOL , I HAVE SEEN SO MANY PEOPLE COME AND GO AND NOW I KNOW WHY PEOPLE JUST HAVE NO RESPECT FOR OTHERS ..
THIS IS SUPPOSE TO BE A SITE FOR THE ADULTS TO HAVE FUN BUT I HAVE SEEN ALOT OF HURT AND HAVE FELT ALOT MYSELF I HAVE CRIED MORE IN THE LAST FEW DAYS THEN I HAVE IN YEARS, SO MANY PEOPLE GET MAD ABOUT THE SMALLEST THINGS AND WONT TO SAY THINGS OUT OF ANGER THAT CANT BE FIXED WHEN THE FIRE BURNS OUT BECAUSE THE HURT OF WHAT WAS SAID IS STILL THERE ...
EVERYONE SEEMS TO BE SO WORRIED ABOUT BEING AT THE TOP THEY DON'T CARE WHO THEY HURT TO GET THERE THIS MAY BE BECAUSE THEY HAVE A LACK OF SELF WORTH AND NEED TO BE AT THE TOP TO PROVE THEY ARE SOMEBODY , AS FOR ME " I LIKE ME " I LIKE THE PERSON I AM MY DADDY RAISED ME TO ALWAYS RESPECT PEOPLE AND TO BE PROUD OF WHO I AM , I ALWAYS TREAT PEOPLE THE WAY I WOULD WANT THEM TO TREAT ME AND IN THE END I ALWAYS COME UP WITH THE SHORT END OF THE STICK BUT THE FUNNY THING IS IM NOT CHANGING FOR ANYONE I DON'T CARE ABOUT BEING AT THE TOP BECAUSE I'M SECURE WITH WHO I AM BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WILL NOT SETTLE FOR LESS THEN WHAT I DESERVE FRIENDS COME AND GO MY SELF WORTH WILL LAST FOREVER..
THE FRIENDS I DO HAVE ARE WONDERFUL ALTHOUGH I HAVE HAD TO BLOCK A FEW OF WHOM I THOUGHT WERE MY FRIENDS BUT THE ONES I DO HAVE YOU GUYS ROCK .
SO WITH THAT SAID I WILL BE BACK IN A FEW DAYS JUST NEED SOME TIME TO GET MY HEAD CLEAR AND DECIDE WHERE I WILL GO FROM HERE ..
TO THOSE OF YOU WHO STOOD BY ME AND ALWAYS THERE FOR ME THANK YOU IT WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED
P.S MAY ACCOUNT WILL BE LOGGED ON FOR THOSE WHO HAVE YET TO READ THIS BLOG BUT I WILL NOT BE HERE...
LOVE YOU GUYS
Tsisquo'ga " Robin "
