Current mood: crushed
Category: Writing and Poetry
~!TAINTED WORLD!~
This morning tears ran up my face.
This turned my world upside down.
My tear soaked flesh left not a trace.
The raindrops made no sound.
I ran outside to taste heavens tears
only to find my burning soul.
I sobbed in weakness in my fears
as I slipped further in the hole.
I found loved ones I've loved before
and begged them to explain.
Such sadness in my heart they tore
as they ran away from my pain.
The answer I searched for far and wide.
As I found more odds to explore.
The tears I had so unwillingly cried
burned bleeding scars forevermore.
As I searched for a way to write
these wonders happening to me,
I could not find a source for light,
I realized I couldn't see.
My world was swallowed by night
and gods drank from my sea.
I tried with all my might to fight,
yet I couldn't, when it was just me.
Lonely and lost I felt, I confess.
Enshrouded by lost dread,
starved from your caress.
My heart slowly turned to lead.
I wonder through this tainted earth
my mind has made me see.
The streets are left with empty mirth.
You can't comprehend what this means to me.
Silent streets stretch forever.
Yes, forever is finally real.
From the heavens drops a single feather.
Finally my fate is sealed.
Many nights I know I've dreamed
of slit wrists and being free.
But far away it always seemed,
death always teases me.
But not this time, it won't slip away.
I'll follow it and make it mine.
As selfish as it may seem, you say.
You can't know this incredicble divine.
And it's mine.
My tainted world.
