Rebel wit out a cause's blog: "Tag"

you always excepted me for me , although i was definately not perfect this was clear for all to see, you were there for me so many times when others walked away but every time i went home you wud meet me down the pub and welcome me with a cheerful face to just say gday. to many you were a legend in your own time and you were like no other. to me you were as well but also like my mother. you lived such a full and enrichin life and for 55 yrs you remained the same guys wife. now ur gone but the memories of ur legend will always live on. i will miss u so much and goin home now won be the same but i hav so many wicked meories of u and the times we shared and neva will i forget ur name. ule always be in my heart wiv all my memories as well, RIP i miss u already !ps pls say hi to mum n dad for me .Until we meet again !! love u always Eileen !!!!!!!!!

Colours fade silence steps in feelings of emptiness again begin rage and anger are soon at my door head hung low focus on the floor pain and worthless feelings show their face next i yell and scream all on deaf ears i sit and think of pain over these years they come they take they promise but all is fake they hang round for a while sum for years but wen all sed and dun i am left with rivers of tears the answer is simple i give my all and its me to blame cos i set myself up to fall now i know who to blame as ive done all this to myself and the end result is always the same i look in the mirror only to see sum one i dont evan know could it be me

My eyes were open but i did not see, I let my guard down so my heart could be free . Got stopped in my tracks with breath taken away. I ask my self how will i pull through yet another day and i stumble for words as its impossible to say , But life goes on with my broken song and when i am strong and my head is held high i will scream from the top of my lungs instead of wanting to die.

Back within my self, a wall is up and there shall stay. No more will i chance and no one will break it . Not love nor money , possesions or wealth . In darkness i wait and in silence i listen. No pleads will i hear , no trust will i give. My heart is my own and no one shall have. For deep inside left is too much hate . My world is my own. My emptiness as well. I wait for my strength to arrive. I will be at peace and those who come back to try and destroy me will live my hell .

I shut my eyes the tears roll down, I lay so still and dont make a sound. My children are asleep and they must not see that the person crying so hard is me. For they do not know what my love has done and if he knows how much he has hurt me then he has surely won .

Im feeling so much pain and i ask my self will i ever be the same . For my heart is now broken and with out a word evan spoken. Not a word was said and yet inside i feel so dead. I was floating on cloud 9 and it seemed so right and everything was fine. But once again im left with the feling of emptiness, yet another sleepless night filled with tears and distress. They say if you love sum one set them free, but why do i always have to do it. Why is it always me .

One who looks for friends without faults will have none

I look in the mirror and who do i see , i see a sad face that is so familar to me. The face i see was once so care free , but now its so full of pain its not me. Ive been told happiness is in the heart, but what happens when your heart is broken and to fix it you just dont know where to start.

As tears fall on my pillow, another sleepless night . I wish i could wave a magic wand , and every thing would be alright. But thats just a fairy tale and in my dreams, but in reality in the distance if you listen u can hear my silent screams. For the pain that i feel is so real, i wish it was a dream but unfortunately in reality it is my real.

Where did i go wrong, in my head its just the same broken song. My pain stays with me , God knows i just want to be free. To feel the suns rays on m face and to take me from with in this gloomy place. set me free and pls just bring back me !