:::My behavior is addictive functioning in a disease process of toxic co-dependency. I need holistic healing and wellness before I'll accept any responsibility for my actions:::

:::I am a great believer in two things; One life - no fear. A simple philosophy that works for me both in life and love. I don't do negative - so if you have a predilection towards drama - skip me. Arrogance, ego centrism, conceit, those suffering from delusions or misconceptions that they are the epitome of wisdom and knowledge - keep walking. I don't reply to random or infantile messages - and I don't do second best.::



:::Thinking is the hardest work there is, which is the probable reason so few engage in it. -- Henry Ford :::

*I am Me... I am She...

I am not a trophy to be won
nor a prize to be displayed.

i am mother, i am friend
i am leader and i am follower.

i am teacher and student.
i am lover, and protector.

In loving me, you embrace all that is me.
and you accept all that i am not.

i am me.... i am she...*

::Here we are, all of us, basically alone separate creatures just circling each other. All searching for that slightest hint of a real connection. Some look in the wrong places… Some they just give up hope because in their mind, they’re thinking “oh there’s nobody out there for me”. But all of us we keep trying over and over again. Why? Because every once and a while,… every once and a while... two people meet, and there’s that spark. And yes, he’s handsome and she’s beautiful… and maybe that’s all they see at first. But making love? Making love…. That’s when two people become one. - Booth from Bones::

I'm selfish, impatient & a lil insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control & @ times hard 2 handle.
But if u can't handle me @ my worst, then u sure as hell don't deserve me @ my best. - M. Monroe

And Now since you read all that a little insight into me...

Name: Nicole.
Age: Twenty Seven.
Location: Lost in my head.
Status:
Orientation: Bi-sexual.
Occupation: Professional Mooch

Time to actually inform you. I'll put down as much as I feel. And if you've got a question - you can always ask.


My nickname is Nikki.
I Love Cars and rainy nights.
I am inexplicably awesome in my own right and if you think otherwise you can kiss my ass -insert sweet smile-
Im a Libra/Scorpio.
I live in Nebraska.
Summer and winter both suck but I do deal with both.
Music is Life.
I'm my own worst enemy.
I'm impulsive and underrated.
I like to use my imagination.
I try to make people laugh.
I love to make people smile.
I'm unswervingly loyal to my friends.
I'll stand up for them without hesitation.
Family means the world to me.
I like to 'get away' from things sometimes.
I can not stand stupidity.
At least ignorance can be corrected.

This is the end of what I feel you should Know.
If you want to know more just ask me. I won't hesitate to answer.

Fin.

On another note...

When it seems like reality blurs to imagination and things cant be true or can't get better...or worse in some cases, your dead wrong. But its you who makes the difference in life. Everyone has a FML day...But the only way it can usually go is up.