I am a 32yr old mother and let's see... about my life, I wouldn't change ne thing that has happend to me at any moments of my life at all, no not even ¶ªÎȘǑƝ . I needed it.... I have two beautiful children. Keirston Denay 16yrs old and Makyla Jane 4 yrs oldfrom 2 of the many horrible relationships I have been in ... They keep me on my toes at all times, but who doesn't. I also work at home. I am a very busy person ALL the time and NEVER take time out for me. I have always been that way. Also I have found that I am a very demanding person an I hate it, somethin I am workn on tryn to change... One thing I have changed in my life is that I have been away from my baby's father now for over a year.... I feel better about myself !! I do smoke, sometime's, but who doesn't...Sometimes I feel lost n jus depressed. Feels like walking through the woods, alone, crying out for someone, anyone, but noone ever answers. I have so many questions that will always remain with me because they were never able to be answerd. My kids are my LIFE and... Life for me is hard (as it is for everyone), I have always had things handed to me, didn't have to work. Then i got this BIG reality check an stopd that real fast, like I started workn an living again... it is still hard but we are doin ok... I shut alot of people out of my life for alot of wrong an right reasons....But that has left me lonely. I don't know who I can n can't trust anymore.... People tend to get the wrong inpression about me, cause I speak my mind an can be little but LOUD about it... My family really hasn't understood me in years, I think that has to do with the fact that I am just DIFFERENT from them.. I have been told that I push alot of good people an things out of my life because they say I am afraid of COMMITMENT...or CHANGE, I couldn't really tell you if I was or wasn't... One thing is for sure I do COMMITMENT myself to my kids.I want to leave real bad n get outta here. BUT... I have found that you can run from your problems but that don't solve them, cause when you come back they are still here waitn for you to fix!!! Some of you who are readin this probly think that i am just babbling, but if you know me I mean really KNOW me, you will see that I am well just who I am.. If I was any different I would be fake..I am REAL to the BONE and anyone who knows me..knows this. So that pretty much sums up this part. If you are interested in knowing more about me n the kids, send me a request or messege me. thanks for reading Angel Child