Well i had the most Wonderful weekend of my life so far after my Man and Master came down to see me. He was everything i could have imagined and more. His smile alone makes my day better and well all i can say say is He+me+floor and toys=Wooohoooo. Talk about not being able to walk or talk for like 24 hours. Thanks to Him i was able to look positively at my surgery Tuesday. It went really well and they were able to get everything done without much trouble. Still had the breathing and blood pressure issues but not so bad this time. Didn't have to stay overnight. The pain isn't too bad and though i still have one more surgery to go i know in my heart of hearts that it will finally be done and will go great. Just last night i found out that my Man gets to be with me for that week too. So not only do i have Him to look forward to, i know that He will be here to take care of me and as He put it..."To baby me" ~giggles~ He's a sweetheart and i couldn't ask for a better One in my life. At least He doesn't lie to me nor does He ever try to come between my children and i. There is a person right now that is trying so hard to not only come between He and i but between His and my friendship. i believe the reason behind it is pure envy. They can't stand it. Though they have someone, though they are supposedly in love with this someone they are Still trying to get my Man to come be with them. Sleep with them and what not. Makes me proud to know that He will never and would never do that to me. Seeing as He loves me, is in love with me. So though they try and try and try to get their own way and though they continue to whine piss and moan about how much they need Him to come sleep with them and do things for them and try and save themselves from themselves i am content in knowing that He and i were meant to be and that Nothing and No one could ever come between U/us.