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Lovely Libby's blog: "Suicide Poem"

created on 01/04/2018  |  http://fubar.com/suicide-poem/b370333

it breaks

When it Shatters it Breaks.... .. I SEEN IT BEFORE MY EYES, A MAN BEING LIFTED IN THE AIR BY CHAINS, HOOKS LASHED UPON HIS SKIN, BLOOD DRIPPING DOWN HIS BODY, HOOKS LATCHED INTO HIS CHEST, HIS SIDES, HIS THIGHS AND ANKLES, I SEEN HIM LIFTED IN THE AIR, I SEEN THE CHAINS PULLING AND TWISTING I SEE HIS SKIN BEING TORN OFF HIM, I SEE HIS MUSCLES .. I SEE BLOOD SPLATTERING ALL OVER THE PLACE, THE BLOOD HITS ME IN THE FACE, AS I SIT THERE IN MY MIND SEE THIS HAPPENING AS A VISUAL UPON MY IMAGINATION PLAYING THESE TRICKS UPON ME, I SEE ANOTHER PERSON SITTING IN A METAL STOOL, BLACK CAST IRON POLES UPON HIS BACK NAILED INTO HIS BACK BLOOD SPURTING, I SEE HIS ARMS IN HANDLES OF LEATHER I SEE HIS ANKLES IN METAL BARCADES, I SEE THE TINY WHEELS WORKING RIPPING HIS ARMS N LEGS OFF HIS BODY I SEE HIM WINCING AND SCREAMING IN PAIN, I CANT BEAR TO SEE THIS NO MORE, THE LOOK UPON THIS MAN SLOWLY DYING KILLS ME, BUT YET I SIT THERE IN MY MIND WATCHING THIS VISUAL IN MY MIND, IT PLAYS OVER AND OVER AGAIN, THAN I SEE MYSELF WALKING DOWN A DARK STREET FOGGY MISTY AIR SETTLING IN UPON ME. I TURN THE CORNER ALL FAST AND MY HEART POUNDING IN MY CHEST BEATING FASTER AND FASTER AS I SEE THIS SHADOW FOLLOWING ME, I TURN THE NEXT CORNER I SEE A SHOP WITH LIGHTS UP AHEAD, IT SEEMED SO FAR INTO THE DISTANCE, I SEE THIS SHADOW GAINING SPEED UPON ME, I RUN INTO THE NIGHT ONTO THE CEMENT STREET WHERE A LINE OF CARS WHERE PARKED OFF THE CURBS IN FRONT OF APARTMENT BUILDINGS, I LOOK TO MY RIGHT AND LEFT I STILL SEE NOTHING LOOK BEHIND ME SEE THIS SHADOW HAS GAINED MASSIVE SPEED UPON ME, I SEE THE COFFEE SHOP LIGHTS ON WITH GREEN NEON LETTERS BLINKING FADEDLY OPEN. I RUN INTO THE CAFE, I DON'T KNOW WHERE I AM I ORDER ME A COFFEE FROM THE BLANK FACED WAITRESS WEARING A RED OUTFIT, HER HAIR WAS MATTED DOWN TO HER HEAD LONG RED CURLS DROPPING OF UPON THE SIDES, I SEE A TATTOO MARK OF EVIL SIGN BY HER RIGHT EAR. I SEE THIS WASNT A GOOD SIGN, I SEE HER GRINNING UPON ME, SHE WALKS OVER TO COFFEE MACHINE POURS ME A CUP OF BLACK COFFEE AND BRINGS IT OVER TO ME, SETS IT DOWN IN FRONT OF ME. I LOOK IN MY COFFEE SEE A BABY FETUS INSIDE IT I SCREAM I RUN OUT THE COFFEE SHOP RUN INTO THE DARKNESS, STILL RUNNING I RUN INTO A DEEP DARK FOREST WHERE I HEAR THE COYOTES WALING N SQUIRRELS QUERKING, I DON'T KNOW WHERE I AM AT I FIND A SAFE PLACE SIT DOWN AND HIDE FROM EVERYBODY AND EVERYTHING, I DON'T KNOW WHERE I AM AT I CRY TO MYSELF, SWEAT COMING DOWN OFF MY FOREHEAD, THAN I WAKE UP AND FIND MYSELF AT HOME, YET IT WAS ALL A DREAM. NOTHING BUT A DREAM..

Suicide poem

Suicide Suicide wishing this was the end
Suicide Suicide burnt in my head
Suicide Suicide slitting my wrists
Suicide Suicide I’m so done with this
3 days, 3 days left till I die
3 days 3 days left till the last tear I cry
3 days 3 days till I shall perish
3 days 3 days till dusk breaks to dawn
Suicide Suicide burnt into my head
Suicide Suicide wanting to be dead
Suicide Suicide closing the lights
This i it the end, goodnight.
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