GETIING SICK OF MY EVERYDAY LIFE, AND FED UP WITH THE GENERAL PPL WHOM I ASSOCIATE WITH ALSO. i HATE IT HERE.
I MISS MY MAN DOWN SOUTH, THE MAN WHO STILL WANTS ME TO COME BACK, BUT HE KNOWS I HAVE COURT IN MARCH, THATS ALL IM WAITING FOR, THEN
IM OUTTA HERE. I SURE AS HELL AINT FINDING NO MAN HERE, THEY ALL DOGS, I WANA SETTLE DOWN AGAIN,
I DO HAVE ONE FLAW THAT TURNS MEN AWAY, MY MAN DOWN SOUTH DIDNT CARE, NEITHER DID THE PEOPLE I WAS AROUND, THEY ACCEPTED ME JUST THE WAY I AM. I WAS HAPPY DOWN SOUTH, I ONLY CAME HOME CAUSE I MISSED MY KIDS SO MUCH, OR ID STILL BE DONE THERE, AND DUE ANY DAY NOW, I CAME HOME, AND 1 MONTH LATER MISCARRIED DUE TO THE DRAMA AND STRESS I WAS DEALING WITH UP HERE, IM MISERABLE AND DEPRESSED HERE, AND IM SICK OF IT!!!
I TRY TO KEEP THE CRAZINESS IN MY HEAD LOCKED AWAY TO BE CIVILIZED WITH THE WORLD, BUT THERES ONLY SO MUCH LONGER I CAN KEEP IT FROM SHOUTING OUT AND LETTING GO OF THE END OF THAT ROPE, IVE ALREADY HIT ROCK BOTTOM ONCE, DONT TELL ME ITS ABOUT TA HIT ME TWICE,
THATS FUCKED! IM ABOUT TO LOSE IT, CAN ANYONE HELP ME WITH MY PAIN, ID NEVER WANNA SHARE THIS TORTURE, BUT I NEED TO BE RELEASED.
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