Mike Im A Fckin Ninjamoving2Missouri 921's blog: "Subliminal Mind-Fuck 3"

...endless thoughts smashing through insanity that comes from you and I break my heart again my own worst best friend throwing things away nothing good to say and the days long and weary lonely and leave me feeling down kicked around and beaten. But then again I am a new man changed in better ways honesty a mainstay and I have it all that I need and now I see there is always an answer out there waiting for the right time to show you the light that you need to feed your soul and help you grow. Lets walk that Path together...

Tired of the bullshit rotting in hell living the lie that we all know so well. Taking the shaft getting fucked over living this nightmare looking over my shoulder. Trying so hard not to get caught up looking for real people who truly give a fuck about who I am and not just what I have who will always be there and really have my back. I dont need your lies or your twisted words these ears are not virgin all these lies I've heard. Don't tell me you love me when your heart is elsewhere, don't tell me you love me when you don't fucking care. I swear that God hates me, and happiness is a loss, forget about Jesus put me on the Cross. I just want to end this this path was a waste, I wish you could sample the bitterness I taste. Life ain't no magic, love is lie, happiness is bullshit, and then we all die. So just leave me here all on my own rotting in hell waiting for the Unknown...

When she hides her eyes at night/ lays in the darkness and cries/ I often wonder why she doesnt come to me/ and let me hold her safe in my arms/ far away from his twisted charms/ and the sick mind of him that kills her from within slowly day by day/ there's nothing though that we can say/ to make her walk away from him/ this rage boils within me deeply/ he needs to die so sweetly by my hands/ he isn't really a man/ just a monster hidden in skin/ the devil incarnate you'll find within him/ and his face I hate with the passion of God...