Cali's blog: "stuff"

i haven't beeen on here in forever. holy cow... I think it's time for some new pictures and some new thoughts.

Hey I'm so sorry. I was supposed to have blurb ready like 2 weeks ago but due to the shitty service California has not only did my internet line get cut but my comp crashed shortly after... i'm working on borrowed time here. My comp is super unstable and school has been kicking my ass. but here goes something quick since the orignial file was damaged beyond repair. life is just another toy. created by some unfeeling being. and here i am sitting alone to make sure life continues. with one small pull i can end what others so futilely (sp?) fight for. with each death i can cause, so a little more of me dies. -sinister laugh- ah but who doesn't crave sweet death? the slight embrace of the warm enveloping darkness...but i'll never taste the obsidian murk that haunts my thoughts. i am convergent flux... and like is just as meaningless as death. those who are in on the project let me know... it's ALOT shorter than my original but it's the best i can do for having to remember what i wrote and getting it out quick.

so i'm now alice... As in wonderland... it'll be hott. :D I'll post picture on the day of halloween of after considering I'm going to be tottally ripped that night. Well love you all.

Dont you hate those nights when things just seem hopeless. When all you want is to be sitting and resting your head in someones lap, having them run their fingers through your hair, or rub your head just to give you the normal comfort that most people don't think twice about. Unfortunately tonight is just one of those nights. -Cali