my life written in lyrics...I been through mad different phases like Masons
to find my way & now I know that happy days are not far away
If I'm strong enough I'll live long enough to see my kids
doing something more constructive with they time
than bids I know because I been there
now I'm in there sit back & look
at what it took for me to get there
First came the bullshit the drama with my mama
she got on the fly shit until i split
and said that I'ma be that seed
that doesn't need much to succeed
strapped with mad greed and a heart that doesn't bleed
I'm ready for the world or at least I thought I was i had a fucked up life i dont give a fuck i never had a true gf but my time will come
baggin' ppl when I caught a buzz
for thinking about how short I was
Going too fast it wouldn't last but yo I couldn't tell
group homes & institutions, prepare my ass for jail
They put me in a situation forcin' me to be a man
when I was just learnin' to stand without a helpin' hand
Damn, was it my fault, somethin' I did
to make a father leave his first kid at 7 doin' my first bid?
Back on the scene at 14 with a scheme
to get more cream than I'd ever seen in a dream
and by all means I will be living high off the hog
and I never gave a fuck about much but my dog
That's my only motherfucka I had offered my last
Just another little person headed nowhere fast



That ain't the half shit get's worse as I get older
actions become bolder heart got colder
chip on my shoulder that I dared sumbody to touch
didn't need a click cause I scared a sumone that much
One deep went to for kicks
catchin' vicks throwin' bricks gettin by bein' slick
used to get high to get by used to have to puff my L
in the morning before I get fly
I ate something a couple of forties made me hate somethin'
I did some weed now I'm ready to take something and change my ways i been cheated on but fuck those girl i alwas held my head up high no matter wat
3 years later showing signs of stress
didn't keep my hair cut or give a fuck how I dressed
I'm possessed by the darker side livin' the cruddy life
Shit like this kept sumone with a bloody knife
wanna live my life right but I'm fucking it up
I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up




Wasn't long before I hit rock bottom
ppl talking shit like damn look how that rock got him
Open like a window no more Indo look at a video
sayin' to myself that could've been yo on the TV
believe me it could be done somethin's got to give
it's got to change cause I've got a life ahead
I've got to do the right thing for shorty
and that means no more getting high drinking forties
So I get back lookin' type slick again
Fake ppl jump back on a dick again
Nothin' but love for those that know how i feel
in much respect to all my ppl that kept it real
Kept me strong kept me from doin wrong
ppl know who they is and this is yo fuckin' song its my life written as lyrics fuck fake im the real deal and them haters only ppl with respect deserved mine
and to my boo who stuck with a person through
all the bullshit you'll get yours because it's due so i know im ugly but plz dont judge no ones perfect im looking for a girl with respect so i prayed everyday hoping ill find her so all u girls help me out and lead me through all this bull shit.