DirtyD's blog: "stars and a memory"

Pain is what restrains me Under a veil of hate Rejection is what strains me Gambling with my fate Astonishing my insanity Trembling in my mind Orders of profanity Reincarnation of the most cruel kind Intimately yearning for a coal Engulfing fire to my cage Setting fire to soul Relinquishing my rage Enticing the demons within Vengeance is a must Escaping from my sin No one has my trust Grievance is my passion Existing is my curse Henery Allen Dannehl

I gaze upon the stars and linger on old memories Ones filled with talk and laughter from you and me I plummet deeper and deeper in this far off land And its just you and me walking hand in hand I just knew nothing in this world could seperate us Untill one day there came a faithful Marine Corps bus I suffered the heartache and perils of bootcamp Everytime you wrote I read with my eyes damp Your words of love and encouragment kept me strong With you I could never go wrong I came home after graduation day But for some reason I felt myself pull away At the time I didn't know why or how I look back with reasoning and I see now The first time hurt so much to let you go The second would have killed me I know I look up at these Illustrios stars and wonder whatever became of this love of ours I sit alone and ponder in the dark Will we be again or did I miss my mark It was a mean trick I played on you For my calls were distant and far to few However it seems the jokes on me All I have now is Stars and a Memory