Mz Luscious's blog: "Stand Still Look Pretty"

Cigaretts Got my headlights shinning. Down an old dirt road. Smoke my cigaretts. I should quit i know. The Radio's playing Old country songs Someone's leaving, Someone's cheating. On and on. 'Cause someday maybe Someone will love me like i need. And someday I won't have to prove 'Cause somebody will see All my worth but untill then I'll do just fine with my own. With my Cigaretts. And this old dirt road. See I left another. Good man tonight. I wonder if he'll miss me Lord knows i tried. But I think that maybe The thing that i did wrng Was put up with his bullshit For way too long. I ain't going to sleep. I ain't going to dream. About the things i used to need I ain't going to cry. Or live in lies I'm just going to drive

Stand Still, Look Pretty I want to paint my face. And pretend i am someone else. Sometimes i get so fed up. I don't even want to look at myself. But people have problems that are worse then mine. I don't want you to think i am complaning all the time. And i hate the way you look at me i have to say. I wish i could start over. I am sowly falling apart. I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start. You might think it is easy being me. You just stand still, look pretty. Sometimes i find myself shakng. In the middle of the night. And then it hits me and i can't Even believe this is my life. But people have problems worse then mine. I don't want you to think i am complaining all the time. And i wish that everyone would go and shut thier mouths. I'm not strong enough to deal with it