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Smiles in the dark

She blows a kiss into the wind as she smiles

She says a little prayer for yesterday’s love gone by

I never could forget when she touched my heart I was so cold and all alone

Some things are, and others end, still something yet remains

I could never forget that night was it all a dream?

Lips brush mine hairs entwine could we get any closer?

To as one we become, I’m wrapped around your finger!

Like a drug you get me high, never will come down

Is this the end of it all I’ll meet you backstage after curtain call

Take my hand I felt the spark

I look at her and smile in the dark.

He blows a kiss into the air with hope its flies away to her

He says a little prayer for yesterday’s love gone by

When you look up and see that Kentucky moon

Know that I’m looking at the same and thinking of you

Lips brush mine hairs entwine could we get any closer?

To as one we become, I’m wrapped around your finger!

Like a drug you get me high, never will come down

Is this the end of it all I’ll meet you backstage after curtain call

Take my hand I felt the spark

I look at her and smile in the dark.

Return to never

Verse:

Never would have thought it would get so cold in here

Never though I hear you walking out the door

But now the cards lain down

Hands played out its all come down to this

I could stay, but I’m afraid I have to leave

Chorus:

Footsteps fade like passing time taking their cost of tears

I shed them for the two of us that night

Without you without me is this what’s meant to be this time

Your cage kept you safe away from all the lies between you and me

I’m scared that I don’t know just which way that should I go

Spin the wheel and start walking down the road

Anywhere should be better this I know

Verse:

Heart aches it breaks I can’t get you off my mind

Nowhere till now where did we go?

Can we pass this test of time?

Within my chest a fire, longing desires killing me again

From here to now I say I would tell you to the end

Bridge:

Isn’t this a funny thing how fast things fall?

Held together with no more than this

Is this what is meant for me?

Is this meant for me and you?

I want so much better can’t you see

I have to let you leave

Heartstrings

I feel so loved yet all alone

I think about your face

I wonder where you are. Do you still think of me?

I find that you are always on my mind

A single tear slides down my cheek

As I let you linger

Another moment I may not survive

I delve into my dreams of you it’s there I find a smile

Brush the tearstains away, looks me in the eye as she sings:

“I will be a part of you forever

Until forever, I would stay right by your side

Far beyond the passing days

Far beyond all measure”

How far would she go?

Find me once again?

Ends of earth not so far

Yet farther still I’d go

Just to stand beside you

Just to let you know

Starry eyes look ahead to what’s in store

Struck by the beauty in a smile

One day down the road so long will you be there by me?

Such wild ride,

Passions untwine

Unraveling rhymes desires burn

Deeper and deeper

Heartstrings strain

I wonder if she feels the same?

Verse 1

With a smile she walked away never coming back again

They say that I should cry

Though I try they won’t come through

So such is left and gone away never to return again

I’m just left here with my memories of you

Pre Chorus

You tell me that you love me so and I believe you this you know

I want to fly to you and run away

Chorus

Take me away from this!

Save me from myself!

Tell me all your dirty little secrets

Will you let me love you tonight?

Verse 2

One exits out once enters in here and now I’m off again

On a new phase of this life I know for sure

There are only one’s eyes that I see

I hope all you see is me

Pre-chorus –Chorus (x2)

Bridge

Tell me all your thoughts

Tell me how you care

Tell me all your dirty little secrets

Say you want to stay forever

Say you love me now 

Pre-chorus –Chorus

I saw her in my dreams again last night

Found me standing in the rain

So beautiful, here and now

I knew you just at sight

The moment her eyes met the light of mine

A gaze I could not break

Heart of stone like wax

You melt me under

Oh! To feel the touch of your skin

Just to hear the sound of your voice

If I could just reach out and touch her

I would be made hole again

So I asked her in my dream she looked at me and said:

“Look me in the eyes,

I never want to leave,

In this dream I wish to stay forever!

But you know it’s true

Is this love we feel?

Still we all must awake upon the morrow”

Fading from my view yet strong inside my mind

It seems that I shall never forget her

Perfection’s alight right in front of me

Yet is there nothing I can do?

To keep myself from waking

For just one more kiss I’d

Stay asleep forever

So I stand here in the rain

Wondering still over all again?

So I stand here in the rain and wait for you

If you would smile again at me I think I’d stay forever

 Just the same yet yesterday you left me

Or was it really me that that way?

I wish that I could tell you how I feel about us

Without so much getting in the way

But here and now I love you

Here n now I care

Here if you’ll listen I’d like to say…

If you would say to smile

Baby do believe me

I would say “I do” till the very end of time!

I just wish that I could make you believe me

When I say I’d be there along away on down the line.

Deep inside our situations

Can’t we be free?

To go our way again?

I think I’d lose a part of me without you!

A part of me may be already gone!

But if you say you’ll smile at me forever

I’ll wait forever for you, until the end of time!

I’m here and now what’s there and then

Is dead done and gone away

Still here I am,

Lost within myself

Can’t we be again?

Whatever future hold I wish I could say

If only could I see what’s on your mind?

A part of this heart will always know

That you love me still

I know I wasn’t anything

I know I’ll not remain

The same… again in the end

I’ll not forget you

Heaven on Earth

Verse 1

Will you take me by the hand?

Heal my wounded heart and set me free?

I’m in a crowded room so all alone!

Inside these walls I’ve made of stone

Pre chorus

It’s just the taste of your smile the rush within

At just the mere sight of you

My heart starts beating, pounding inside

You look like heaven on earth to me…

Chorus

Won’t you breathe new life into me!

Make me whole make me new

I’m standing here upon the edge

Of yesterday, today’s brand new

Verse 2

I wonder will I ever be the same.

Could things be different?

If I would I go back again?

Through my lessons I’ve learned one thing is true

Nothing matters now more then you

Bridge:

In my heart I here that still small voice

I can feel you flowing in my veins

Not knowing how to move ahead

Am I truly left for dead?

Outro:

Oh yes know that you’re like heaven on earth to me

Yes you are heaven on earth to me. 

Woe is Mary Jane says:

Verse 1 

It’s been a long while; you’ve never really looked into my mind

And understood me you were so blind

I never thought we’d come so far.

So far from over yet

So far

Far From the moment we met

pre chorus

As the diary of Jane plays through

Up all night just to think of you

my heart flies far into the night

yet somwhere inside this feels so right

Chorus

Woe is me Mary she told me yesterday

The diary of Jane heard ringing in my head

Looking in my heart says: “would you stay awhile”

Inhale… exhale…again 

I can’t be something that I’m not

I’d stay forever, forever and ever

Ever and ever

Verse 2

One more spin for old time sake, you can’t take back what you’ve already ate.

But you can’t give up, yes you can’t give in

Never stop believing in yourself within

Every waking moment tell yourself that you’re beautiful,

 Inside and out you are!

I’ve been here from the start

Verse 3

Yet she looks at me in the pale dark light

My heart is heavy, inside’s dark night

Once this love so intoxicating

Once a love so dangerous

One love I love you all so much (you are lo loved)

One love you are the one (the only one I know)

You are the one for me

VERSE

Entwined within my soul she is sweeter then the summer rain 

Shivers down my spine, restless heart, she's on my mind again

what now should I do, this is the only question 

destined for eternity you take me as I am

CHORUS

So Lost! so found! so broken yet made whole!

since you came around I've completely lost control!

am I crazy am I blind? I think I'm gonna loose my mind

I swear!

then I see you standing over there ...

VERSE

Once again you pick me up, I had fallen to my knees 

I can tell I've fallen by the blood staind's on my jeans.

you wipe away the tears I was crying over you

my heart screams at me, still I know not what to do

BRIDGE

can this be the truth, this feeling in my soul

are we meant to be forever, Broken yet made whole (X3)

Hey there wonderful smile

You were on my mind again today

I still don’t quite know how to say

What I want to

But I’ll try to

As I lay me down to sleep

I pray you find it all

I wish you only best but I must tell you

There’s an aching deep inside my weary chest tonight

From my melt down heart it flows

A stream into a river the river to a sea

Further down the deeper it grows

I never meant to break your heart

I never wanted you to cry

Though a piece of me may always love you

If I live this lie I die

Hey there wonderful smile

Hey now what should I do

Hey there wonderful smile

Hey now wonderful you