Song 1: Everything I Wasnt
Current mood: Heartbroken
Everything I Wasnt:
You said i made you happy,
You said you loved me till death,
I treated you like a queen and let nothing bad happen,
but all i got in return was heart break and depression,
All i wanted was to make you happy,
i guess that wasnt good enough,
all i wanted was to see you smile,
i guess i wasnt good enough,
we broke it off, you found another,
he broke ur heart and i jumped to try again for you,
you say i love you more,
and to me that doesnt work,
i need a girl to love me,
even if i am ugly,
i know its hard to ask for,
i know i rush things,
but all i want in life is,
to be with you,
and i want to be with you until my life ends,
i guess its to late for that,
since i ruined it forever,
i was sad but not no more,
because i accepted it.
i accepted that i ruined it,
i accepted that i fucked us over,
now i have to live with the fact,
that i lost someone i loved so very much.
-Josh
I know it isnt good but please tell me what you think.