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CRUSH??

Who has a crush on me? Can't return the favor unless I know!!:)

My Friends????

Sure glad my "friends" are such good friends!!!!!!
So things are going okay around here. Abby is still growing like a weed. Shes almost 18 pounds and her dimples and big blue eyes are more beautiful every day. I can't get enough of her being gone all week. When I get home from work I just wanna stare at her and kiss her and hug her and eat her right up!! We laid her on the floor on her tummy and put some toys about three feet in front of her. Off to do the dishes and back to Abby in a few minutes and she was right in front of the toys. She somehow pulled herself towards them, or picked her little self up and crawled towards them:) I laughed so hard... Shes totally hilarious. So she's doing very well. Sam quit his job and delayed child support even MORE:( ... but I really don't feel like bitching about him, because I'll never stop!!:) I started a new job a few weeks ago, and its going soooo well. The hours are heaven, and I get paid mileage to drive, and its TWICE what I was getting paid an hour at my other job... Yeahhh you read that right... TWICE!!! Boooooyaa!! I'm the Rehab Technician for Infinia Health and Theraprime services. It sounds so technical, but really all I do is answer phones, file paperwork and prep patients for rehab. My good pal of 7 years is the Physical Therapist... so she hooked me up:) its going rather well I must say!! Still no man in my life... :::: praying hard:::::: but probably better right now that there isn't, because I really have limited time with my little Abby button:) So i'm on the search for a place to live.. the house I was looking at fell through. Hopefully March will bring some warmer weather so I can actually get outside and do some things. Hope everyone has a good weekend!

People SUCK

Some people I've met on here really suck! They are sooo fake!!

An imperfect girl . . .

You know... usually when I think of this time of year... I think of a time when I've never really been happy. There's not a time I can remember where someone actually made me feel special and Loved and more unique and important than I have ever felt. I dated my ex for three years and we were never together on Valentines day in those three years. NOT ONCE! I guess I'm just a little down this morning. I want someone to wake up with... someone to keep me warm and tell me they love me and that I'm the most important thing in their life. Hope everyone has a good week... Value the love in your life!!! Your so very lucky!!

BASTARD

I seriously don't understand it... My ex quit his job to start a better paying one, but child support was supposed to kick in on the first, and now i'm pretty sure he's delayed it! I just don't understand WHYYYY he gets to be happy, while im here trying to make things work. I could SCREAM... My blood pressure last week was 155/99 at the doctor, to go along with a nice old Kidney infection!! LOVELY!! Where do I find stress relief????

Wouldn't life be perfect??

If monday mornings were as fun as friday nights; If sweatpants were sexy; If high heels were as comfy as tennis shoes; If chocolate never made you fat; If goodbyes were as easy as hellos; Wouldn't life be perfect???

Can't Sleep

The ex gets to take my daughter today... and there's nothing I can do about it. Why is it ok for a father to not see his daughter for 2 months, to care enough to even call... and the courts decide its okay for him to take her and put her in a strange enviroment? I just don't get it!!! Its just NOT fair!!!!

Court

Have court today for the child support part of this battle! I want it to be ALL over with so badly! I need some closure on this situation! I'm READY for happiness again!

When your Broken...

Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the sky Then it starts to rain, my defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around, so open and exposed I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my trouble When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Little girl don't be so blue I know what you're going through Don't let it beat you up Heaven knows that getting scars Only makes you who you are Only makes you who you are No matter how much your heart is aching There is beauty in the breaking Yeah When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Better days are gonna find you once again Every piece will find its place When you're broken, when you're broken When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Oh, when you're broken When you're broken When you're broken
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