Sometimes in life you have to take the good with the bad and that is what I think that is what life is I guess I don't know. Anyway I have some shit that is on my mind and I need to wirte it down. I have found someone who makes me happy and I don't know why but I believe in my heart that I am bleessed because the guy I am with now actually take's the time to get to know me and dose not really care about sex as much and dose not froce me to do anything to that I don't want to do. He makes me real happy and I dose not want to hurt me or make me mad and so on so forth............... I guess you can you I have fallin for him and very attched to him allready and it feels like we have known one outher for months and it feels pretty wried but awesome because we get along very well and we talk about things and we have deep converations and it's perty awesome I don't think I have ever been this happy in my life form what I can remember I believe that this is the most happy I ever been in my life.Peace&Love