The Dork Knight's blog: "Something or Other"

This flame is coalescing
This fire's burning bright
I know I’ll get burned but it’s alright 
(Waiting anxiously)

It’s too late to change direction
I’m fixed on her in my mind
Trade sense for sensation this time
(Takes control of me)

I can’t wait

I want to be with you right now anyway
Reckless, so what? I can’t wait to be around you

Take me, break me, right now - Why wait til ‘hell to pay’?
So dumb, so what? I can’t wait to be around you

Her skin is laced with poison
Her words are laced with lies
Affliction is waiting in her eyes
(Take them willingly)

I can’t control this compulsion
Like a moth into the flame
Her fiery embrace completes my shame
(Don’t let go of me)

We bathe in this denial
Lay bare the secret place
For just a little while
Submit to this embrace

Pain unfolding
Shame beholding
Don’t let go of me

Let me taste
Let me feel
I need to know what you keep inside
No need to speak
Just let it be
Carry out this wish for me let nothing interfere
Rise to submission
I'm still beneath in the soil
Discard your clothes
Let loose you hair
We're intertwined forever and have always been
Say the word
And I'll depart
Upon your lips dwells nothing but the meaning of my cause
And so comes the dark
Vibrant as ever before
Flowers already withered
In this endless winter of souls
Outside in the park
The days move along
And nothing ever changes
They have nothing on us
And we've always knew
That nothing ever changes
Rise to submission
I'm still beneath in the soil
This is ours alone
Feeding of the warmth
Lured out from inside
Depending on the life blood
Silently
Whispering
Move in me and set me free

Ours is not to question the reasons why
Crippled indecision
Repeats the path I once denied
Insignificant, am I?

The color of sundown, of crimson sky
The beauty that breaks down
And gives the day unto the night

And then one day you'll realize
Just a speck in the spectrum
Insignificant, am I?
And then one day you'll realize
The beauty that breaks down
Never knows the reason why

Scan my horizon as blue turns to black
The sky is gone again
And all beneath are born to die
Insignificant, am I?

The brother of sundown
Has bleached away my past
To look into the sky
If only for one last time

So this is how it feels to suffer?
And I had so much to say
But it's over now
And I'm going down
Alone, alone

I've no guarantees
I'll recognize my disease
Before my time has gone
It's all I've found
Can't get the hell off the ground
Out from under my feet

Promises and wishes all mean nothing
When it's me that I'm speaking to
Wanting something
Won't mean I will see it through

I don't need to see these visions to remind me
That I'm dying from the inside out
Wanting you here
It still means I must do without

I can't criticize your reasons for living
When I'm the one missing them
Wanting, dreaming
That I may find where they come from

Find where they come from
Where they come from

I dream you
And I want to
Be near you

I can't get up out from under my feet

I've tried to
But can't get it through
I need to
God is all I've found
Can't get the hell off the ground
Out from under my feet

So this is how it feels, you sucker
And you've had too much to say
But it's over now
You're finally going down
Alone, alone

Regression affliction damaging myself again
Reflection impervious desolate within
Foundations shifting
Self inflict

Regression remission challenging my own claim
Obsessive resentment no one else to blame
Pretty soon will drift
Self inflict

Nameless scapegoats suffer for my failure
Faceless victim wearing mask of blame
Useless effort to escape my humanity
Worthless struggle to avoid my self inflict
Regression affliction damaging myself again
Reflection impervious desolate within
Internal quick
Self inflict

I know I'm from a lesser tribe
I suppose the range of my intelligence
Is way too wide

And you don't see me
'cause I don't have much to say

My emotional outlet
Is consuming the better part of me
And apart from the wrong words
A tortured cry is making me see

That you don't see me
'cause I don't have much to say

Hours and hours of jealousy
Are passing me by
Although hollow silence
Is the only wave
Going through your brain

And you don't see me
'cause I don't have much to say

She was divinity's creature
That kissed in cold mirrors
A Queen of Snow
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Dark liqoured eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She shone on watercolours
Of my pondlife as pearl
Until those who couldn't have Her
Cut Her free of this World

That fateful Eve when...
The trees stank of sunset and camphor
Their lanterns chased phantoms and threw
An inquisitive glance, like the shadows they cast
On my love picking rue by the light of the moon

Putting reason to flight
Or to death as their way
They crept through woods mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Of Her hips that held sway
Over all they surveyed
Save a mist on the rise
(A deadly blessing to hide)
Her ghost in the fog

They raped and left...
(Five men of God)
...Her ghost in the fog

Dawn discovered Her there
Beneath the Cedar's stare
Silk dress torn, Her raven hair
Flown to gown Her beauty bared
Was starred with frost, I knew Her lost
I wept 'til tears crept back to prayer

She'd sworn Me vows in fragrant blood
"Never to part
Lest jealous Heaven stole our hearts"

Then this I screamed:
"Come back to Me for
I was born in love with thee
So why should fate stand inbetween?"

And as I drowned Her gentle curves
With dreams unsaid and final words
I espied a gleam trodden to earth
The Church bell tower key...

The village mourned her by the by
For She'd been a witch
their Men had longed to try
And I broke under Christ seeking guilty signs
My tortured soul on ice

A Queen of Snow
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Trappistine eyes
An Arabian nightmare

She was Ersulie possessed
Of a milky white skin
My porcelain Yin
A graceful Angel of Sin

And so for Her...
The breeze stank of sunset and camphor
My lantern chased Her phantom and blew
Their Chapel ablaze and all locked in to a pain
Best reserved for judgement that their bible construed...

Putting reason to flight
Or to flame unashamed
I swept form cries
Mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Or Her hips that held sway
Over all those at bay
Save a mist on the rise
A final blessing to hide
Her ghost in the fog

And I embraced
Where lovers rot...
Her ghost in the fog 

Inside this fantasy

It seems so real to me

Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open

True Love behind a wall

Where men and angels fall

A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

I can see a frozen point in time

Where her figure still awaits

Tongue of fire tracing lips outline

Where frozen breath originates

With one motion of her waiting eyes

She strips everything away

This one moment is intensified

And colors all fade to grey

I am in the only place that i want to be

Though we know that it ends eventually

But it's alright because right now we're frozen

I want to forget mistakes they've helped me make

It's better to be broken than to break

Inside this fantasy

It seems so real to me

Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open

True Love behind a wall

Where men and angels fall

A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

I can see a frozen point in time

That is easy to retrace

Light and darkness are both intertwined

The elements are in their place with

One motion of her wanting mind

The real world begins to fade

And all the hateful things I have become

Temporarily go away

Inside this fantasy

It seems so real to me

Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open

True Love behind a wall

Where men and angels fall

A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

When my mind's frozen:

I'll take you anwhere you want to go

Far from anything that feels like home (lets go)

You are anyone I want to be (it's here and now, and now it's only you and me)

It's never enough (mmm that's true)

I want to stay here (yeah, and I do too)

Breakin' it down(takin' it down)

With smell(smell), touch(touch, taste(taste), sight(sight), and sound(sound)

How long will I be here without you near because I'm so cold

Break them first or I'll get broken is not what I was told, now I'm so cold

I'm so cold

So cold

Inside this fantasy

It seems so real to me

Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open

True Love behind a wall

Where men and angels fall

A fading memory, when my mind is frozen