I need your opion on this. It's published. Don't steal it. I got eyes all over the internet. lol.. sersouly.
Though you left,
And left my heart in pieces
I think there's some things you should know.
I know, I know.
You probaly don't even care,
But listen to me.
I remember when I first met you.
Man, I coudn't stop my heart from running wild that night.
Always thinking of you.
Saying to myself " He could be the one!"
I fell in love with you the first moment I talked to you.
And on the phone your voice so calming and sweet.
The first time I ever heard it
I got tears in my eyes.
Don't ask why..
The first time you wrote I Love You on my screen.
My heart skipped
My breath cought in my throut.
That's all I remember besides the dorky smile that wouldn't leave!
And my mom saying "What are you so happy about?"
Then I heard you say it on the phone,
Remember my voice going high?
Yeah, I was holding back the tears.
I mean I actually love you.
I've never loved any one the way I love you.
I was so freakin happy.
You have nooo idea.
Yeah you can think you do all you want to.
But I know you don't.
I've never had that feeling before.
I was scared out of my mind.
All at once I was scared to lose you.
Scared to get close to you.
Scared I wasn't going to be with you..
Scared you would leave me for someone else...
Everytime I talked to you
I would get so nervous.
And on the phone I was so shakey.
Scared to say something totally stupid.
To make you hate me or something.
Now, my worst fears came true.
You left me for someone else..
I got close to you.
I lost you.
I'm not with you.
You broke me.
Tore me up!
I've been holding back these tears
I've been holding back this pain..
Trying to hold my heart together.
But, damn, that's impossible!
I put on a show that I didn't care..
But can I tell you a secret?
I can't get to sleep at night without tears in my eyes.
I'm smiling on the outside,
But dying on the inside.
I just keep denying this pain
Untill I can finaly get over you.
Maybe one day it will go away?
Maybe one day the love will fade?
Maybe I will move on?
Yeah? No?
[[ I still love you,]]
[[ I still care,]]
[[ I still wanna be yours..]]
[[ You still have my heart!!!]]
[[ If you love it - Hold it!]]
[[ If you don't -- Let it go!]]
