this is to those who don't know me:
i write this so u can understand me better and know what im really like
see im just as human as the rest of you
im no better and no worse than any of you
i have flaws just like everyone else
but i also have strong feelings about certain things
for instance, there are lines people don't want to cross when it involves me
for one, my kids is one line
so is my mom
and so is my late ex-wife
talk bad about any one of them and i will respond
second of all, i am very much against domestic violence as well as i am anti-abortion and anti-war
i also am against capital punishment for to me it is inhuman and unethical
but don't let that fool you for i am a sweet guy who just likes to be very social and talkative
and there are things about me some of you ladies who are in the D.B.C. who might not understand
for one thing i have grave emotional and mental disorders that i see a therapist for
i have severe manic depression and i also have bi-polar disorder with borderline personality
and that was a result of childhood abuse and cracking my skull on a cement block when i was young
i am also a recovering alcoholic and drug addict who has to constantly make amends for its part of my daily personal inventory
as i said above i am who i am, a very talkative man who, when quiet for long periods of time, can develop very mean thoughts
no, im not a killer or anything, but when it comes to my kids, i will die for them
as i said before this is me and who i am
if i offend anyone i apologize
i figured id get this shit out of me for im tryin to open up my heart and my world to all of you in the D.B.C
for im just me and i am no better than any of you
like i said if u want to know more about me just ask and ill tell u
