badboy's blog: "some stuff"

my name is chris and i am an alcoholic my sobriety date is February 7,1999 been sober now 9 years three months and 28 days my first drink came when i was about 3 or 4 by then i was curious and gettin in trouble i remember the first drink and second drink but dont remember anything else for i was told i was trashed it should have told me i was going to be an alcoholic but i didn't see it at 10 i started up drinking to rebel against my mom for marrying who i referred to as an asshole and by the time i was 13 was getting into drugs needless to say by the time i was 19 i had gotten married thrown in jail due to drinking and had a child i tried A.A. when i was 15 but didn't like it for i thought i was too young i tried A.A. again at 20 and tho i was sober for three years was miserable for i didn't give it my all and when i got drunk again i was back to the same old miserable me my last drunk i was so messed up i couldn't even light a smoke without a drink it was only through the grace of God i managed to put it down for good i got into my 12 steps and found out how much of a mess i was i knew i was powerless and felt my life was a mess then i found that God could restore me to sanity and then i turned my will and life over to God as I understood him i then wrote a 20 page 4th step which helped me to find out where i was wrong and how i could make amends and then shared it with a priest who had been sober 40+ years doing these things and carrying the message of A.A. has helped me be a better man a better dad and a son today in spite of my depression and bi-polar disorder i have maintained my sobriety THANX TO A.A. and God i have a new life today

i was thinking of this for all the moms of the world.....even those serving overseas fighting for our freedom. to all of you around the world and here in the united states, never forget where you came from this is for the hardworking moms who do so much for their children this is my tribute to them

its been two weeks since my daughter moved out and so far its been a huge adjustment for us she comes by to see how im doin she's such a sweet little princess my little girl has grown into a woman of beauty she's learning to be a mom raising my son she may have moved out on her own but she will always be a part of me

chris malloy is no ordinary man...he's a cop his first week on the job, malloy was making his way to kenosha for his work when he drove upon a body in the middle of the road. curious, malloy examined the dead body, not knowing someone was approaching him from behind. man what could have done this? as he turned a ghostly looking man lunged at him, looking to eat his brains but malloy kicked the man in the gut and then backed up, drawing his gun as he fired on the man who tried to attack him. the bullets hit him, but he didn't drop, which bothered malloy dammit die u fucker, he shouted as he placed a shot in the man's skull. as he checked the man, he saw the body he was examining crawling toward him. reaching for his knife, he sliced the undead woman in the throat, then fired a singel shot into her brain, killing her instantly. reloading his .45, he searched the alley for any survivors as he made his way down the alley, he saw the door to the restaurant swing open, and a young woman froze as a creature was ready to kill her. wait....don't shoot me please she said get down...and stay down for a minute, he yelled as he shot the monster in the head dropping the undead zombie to the ground as i helped her up she said thank you no problem...mine name's chris...chris malloy...im a cop angel....angel gibson....thanx for saving my life , she said as she kissed him in the alley, not caring that she barely knew her hero she just wanted to get laid. just as she unzipped her shorts she saw a creature coming towards them

bad blood by chris wright a cop tormented by his past, chris malloy has been tormented by his dark past as he tries to shake it his secret? 25 years ago as a child he watched and taped in horror as his father savagely beat and murdered his family in cold blood for years he was tormented by it and was afraid to tell anyone for if his dad found out he would kill him but no one believes him......until years later when he reunites with his old friends but soon one by one his friends are savagely murdered,making his worst fears come true now...in order for chris to live his life he must face his dark past and put it to rest

as i go through some old stuff of mine from when i was raising my little girl.....she's grown up so much been a busy lasy couple days packing up stuff and moving her into her own place.... its tough for its going to be different without her around as she moves on and prepares for her own life sure is gonna be different in this empty house other than my little pugs woke up this morning thinking as she and i had breakfast together for the last time together gonna miss her but its time for her to be a grownup i love you marissa k wright and u go and chase your dreams your dad, chris

1995 was a year of tragedy in oklahoma city that day the city was ravaged by a bomb that killed many many people including men women and children it was horrible in a sense that so many people were killed mr timothy mcveigh expressed no remorse and no shame for what he had done he had vowed to get even with the government and did so by blowing the federal building in oklahoma city so many people were killed it was not even funny i was 20 at the time when this occurred i was appalled and yet very thoughtful i feel it was a horrible tragedy that brought the city together as the men and women of the oklahoma city fire department and police department helped the city heal from this tragedy along with help from mr clinton and many many good samaritans who took time to rebuild the city my prayers to those who lost loved ones and for those who gave of themselves for the better of the people of oklahoma city THANK YOU

thank you lord for giving me the chance to wake up today for the opportunity to wake up sober this day for the life you have blessed me with for the things you have given me for giving me life for allowing me to be of maximum service to you and to my fellow human beings to bring happiness where there is sadness for allowing me to bring joy instead of grief for being there when i needed you most for giving me a second chance at life when i was at my lowest point for forgiving me for my sins for allowing me to be a good son a good father a good brother for giving me hope when i was feeling low for bringing me closer to my family thank you lord

it was a year ago on april 16th, 32 young men and women lost their lives in a tragedy that shook the campus of virginia tech university and shook the amreican people right out of its core it was a tragedy that touched the lives of many people not just in blacksburg but all over the united states but they have become much stronger and held together since then i salute the men and women of virginia tech university for holding together a tribute to those who died

yesterday evening i gave my daughter a chance to meet some of you now if i do say so for the most part she did okay....other than maybe tickin off some people her conduct was in my opinion out of line as far as someone was concerned now personally speaking you won't have to worry about a thing for ive made sure to crack down on her for her behavior and her actions now im not naming names or anything but i was wrong to let her talk to you all and to be honest when i was told what she had done i was somewhat outraged no not at any of you but it appears my skills as a parent have come into question now as a father im one to let my daughter experience life for herself or she's gotta learn sometime ya know? i gave her an opportunity and she took it too far and i received backlash for it now i am not condemning her actions but im also not condoning them either what she did was wrong and when i got her off the computer and shortly after i left she and i got into a huge fight about it to where i had to stand up for the crew for she was very mean towards you all some very nasty things were said i am sorry if my daughter offended any of you i don't expect you all to like me for the way i handled it but i did so the best way i knew how and disciplined her my daughter normally respects her elders so for her to act like that was unusual and later on i found out why i didn't raise her to disrespect her elders so i was not pleased when u told me about her behavior so i punished her for it and from me to all of you in the DBC family im so sorry for the way she acted and please don't hate me because of what she did