xOGxECSxKGBx ICBYSuperman JYEn RL2 Lexy's blog: "Some songs i know..... do you know them?"

I think you could do much better than me, after all the lies that I made you believe; guilt kicks in and I start to see, the edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be... (chorus) I told myself I won't miss you, but I remember; what it feels like beside you!!! I really miss your hair in my face; and the way your innocence tastes; and I think you should know this, you deserve much better than meee..... When looking through your old box of notes, found those pictures we took that you were looking for; if there's one memory I don't wanna lose, that time of the month with you and me in the dressing room... (chorus) The bitter rain, it is getting colder, wish I never would said it's over; and I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older, cuz we never really had a closure; this can't be the end... (chorus)x2 You deserve much better than meeeee!!! And I think you should know this... You deserve much better than meeeee!!! You deserve much better than meeeee!!!!! And I think you should know this.......

Got a story 'bout my life, like to hear it? Yeah..... well,... Sitting here, guess i didn't make bail, got time and a story to tell; started when i was 9 years old, woke up and my daddy was gone; I started hustlin', they couldn't tell me nothing; runnin' in the hood, tryin' to be somebody; but my soul was on empty, I was searchin' for something... I'm tried to be good (I tried), tryin' to keep from trouble; livin' too fast (too fast), tryin' to make good on a hustle; cuz times get rough..... [Chorus] Coming from where i'm from (I'm from); times got hard, yeah, coming from where i'm from (I'm from); sometimes you gotta walk to work, yeah, coming from where i'm from (I'm from); sometimes you gotta do a lil' dirt, yeah, coming from where i'm from (I'm from)..... Wasn't really lookin', guess I found it, 5'3", light brown skin; coming from the University, lifestyle lookin' kinda lovely; didn't know she had much game; down to ride out, even take the train; even took her to a poker game, she stopped, knocks from fried chicken to sushi... I'm tryin' to be good (I tried), tried to treat you like a lady (you like a lady); tried to be your friend, turned out that you were shady (you were shady); so tired of being lonely..... [Chorus] Coming from where i'm from (I'm from); times aren't what they seem to be, coming where i'm from (I'm from); sometimes you get a lil' angry, yeah, coming where from i'm from (I'm from); sometimes you get the best of me, yeah, coming from where i'm from (I'm from).... Well, i tried to be good (I tried), wanted nothin' but to love somebody (yea-ah); didn't want to die young (ooh-ooh), studied hustlin', tryin' to feed my family (we-elll); too scared to have kids, and do what my daddy did, cuz i'm so scared of failin'; sometimes it gets hard, coming from where i'm from, weelllll-yeaaaahhhh!!! [Chorus repeats throughout] Sometimes you gotta mourn in the morning; sometimes you gotta cry a lil' bit louder; and sometimes you gotta fight the pain, yeeaaahhhhh... Sometimes you gotta walk alone, walk alone; sometimes you get a lil' worried, yea-yeah; sometimes you get lost, out of touch, oohhh; and sometimes you think I even pray a lil' too much... Sometimes I get a lil' sca-aaaared, ooooohhh; sometimes I get a lil' scareeed, sometimes; sometimes I find I have to walk real long, sometimes... Talkin' 'bout where I come from.......

Well, I work all day and fight all night, with my girl who I treat right, maybe just one day she'll go on and marry me... Well, the meals ain't made and dishes ain't done, just a whole lot of hurting for everyone... Well, Hell just ain't the same without you, babe; no, well, Hell just ain't the same without you, babe; ohhh, well, Hell just ain't the same without you, babe..... ohhh-ooooooohhh!!!

I met a girl who hated the world, she used her body to sell her soul; every town, they'd break her and pay, tear out heart and leave her in pain! I never found out how she survived, all of the sadness she kept inside; I never found out how she could lie, with a smile on her face and scratches she'd hide... You could love her, if you paid, you could have her everyday; you could love her, if you prayed, you could have her every way..... Down on her knees, she wept on the floor; this hopeless life, she'd want it no more... dead in her mind and cold to the bone, she opened her eyes and saw she was alone! She never found out how much I tried, all of the sadness she kept made me blind; she never found out how much I cried, the rope so tight on the night that she died... You could love her, if you paid, you could have her everyday; you could love her, if you prayed, you could have her every way..... I never found out how she survived, a life lived in lies is a life of denial; I never found how she could lie, blood on her face and the darkness inside... You could love her, if you paid, you could have her everyday; you could love her, if you prayed, you could have her every way! You could love her, if you paid, you could have her everyday; you could love her, if you prayed, you could have her every way!!!

Lonely, in this white room, there are pads everywhere; chaffing, straightjacket, won't die in there... Save me!, smiling Jesus (get off that Cross); hate me!, screamed masses (I don't care if i'm lost)..... Don't tell me that you're all better (I don't care if you are!) don't tell that you're trendsetters (I don't care if you are!) Lowly, with my head down, there are rats everywhere; feed me, bread and water, I won't die in there... Save me, smiling Jesus! (get off that Cross); hate me, screamed masses (I don't care if i'm lost)..... Don't tell me that you're all better (I don't care if you are!) don't tell me that you're trendsetters (I don't care if you are!) Say you will, take my pills; say you will, fake and ill!....... Don't tell me that you're all better (I don't care if you are!) don't tell me that you're bedwetters (I don't care if you are!)... AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH..... Say you will, take my pills, say you will, fake and ill; say you will, take my pills, say you will, fake and ill!!!

What's the worst that can happen to me? they could say that it's all in my head... well, how bout the truth instead of all these lies?!? (don't try to make me stay), you think you got a foot in the door, but you got a foot in the grave! (I'm hating Hollywood!) I was wasting away, just waiting for the phone to ring (I'm hating Hollywood!) soon, I became a country star, with a suicide ending!..... Let's say we're better off, leave it alone; cuz when all is said and done, who would consider the song? to bet i would lose this chance to be ready to go (don't try to make me stay), you think you got a foot in the door, but you got a foot in the grave! (I'm hating Hollywood!) I was wasting away, just waiting for the phone to ring (I'm hating Hollywood!) soon, I became a country star, with a suicide ending! (I'm hating Hollywood!)..... I'm hating Hollywood... I'm hating Hollywood... mmm, I'm hating Hollywood!... hmmm, I'm hating Hollywood!!!....... I was wasting away, just waiting for the phone to ring (I'm hating Hollywood!) soon, I became a country star, with a suicide ending! (I'm hating Hollywood!) I was wasting away, just waiting for the phone to ring (I'm hating Hollywood!) soon, I became a country star, with a suicide ending! (I'm hating Hollywood!)..... I'm hating Hollywood... I'm hating Hollywood... I'm hating Hollywood... I'm hating hollywood!!!!!..........

I am so high, I can hear Heaven; I am so high, I can hear Heaven; whoa, but Heaven, no Heaven don't hear meee..... And they say that a hero can save us, i'm not gonna stand here and wait; I hold on to the wings of the eagles, watch as they all fly awaaay..... Someone told me, love would all save us, but how can that be? Look what love gave us: a world full of killing, and blood spilling, that world never came..... And they say that a hero can save us, i'm not gonna stand here and wait; I hold on to the wings of the eagles, watch as they all fly awaaay..... AAAAHHHHHH ahhh....... Now that the world isn't ending, it's love that i'm sending to you... it isn't the love of a hero, and that's why I fear it won't dooo..... And they say that a hero can save us, i'm gonna stand here and wait; i'll hold onto the wings of the eagles, watch as we all fly away... and they're watching us (watching us), watching us (watching us), as we all fly away; and they're watching us (they're watching us) they're watching us (watching us) as we all fly away; and they're watching us (watching us) as we all fly awaaaaay..... whoa ohhhhh..........

Turn on the lights, make me a tapestry, go start a fire, get close to the gasoline... i followed you to the deep end, i was helpless but still you pulled me in... Now i'm caught in the tide!!! lost! and the odds are bending way, it concerns, some never learn!!!!! She lacerated me! exposing me piece by piece; she saw a weakness in me, and used it against me!!! (she lacerated me!) she lacerated me..... Turn on the lights, make me a porcilean doll, whisper your secrets, can't get to your truth at all... i reached out again and again, i can never believe you'd do me in... Now i'm caught in the tide!!! lost! and the odds are bending way, it concerns, some never learn!!!!! She lacerated me! exposing me piece by piece; she saw a weakness in me, and used it against me!!! she lacerated me! and now i don't know where to go... she lacerated me!..... YEAH!....... yeeeaaaaah, she lacerated me! and now i don't know where to go, she saw a weakness in me (release me from my machine!!!) she lacerated meeeee! (she lacerated me!) she lacerated me.......