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What are you waiting for?
Time keeps on moving, the wheels of life keep spinning no matter how hard I try to slow them down
I ask myself what matters most, my hardships and pain or the unsettled feelings that keep hanging around
Most would have given up, but the strength I hold only came at the most highest of costs
The wonders I think about, the everlasting devotion that keeps my wishes and dreams at a loss
My pain wants me to cry, my pain wants me to give up and I strive to thwart this enemy of mine
The harder I fight, the more endless torture finds itself coming and I fear I may soon run short on time
Can you hear the whispers, can you feel the envy and sadness I hold so close to my soul
These seldom become voiced, the untimely essence that runs through my blood and makes my anger whole
Don't feel sad for me, I know how to fight and I know how to win these battles that happen so close to my heart
This anguish will fade, these voices will dwindle and soon I will be able to have my fresh start
Until then I struggle, I fight like the madness that engulfs and weakens my defenses and makes the barrier ever so thin
I often hear the calls of the hope and triumph, that wish to work their way through this black cloud of sin
Please don't lose all your hope, I tell myself daily and beckon to the light to come engulf my vision and make my life right
Until then I must keep yearning, I must keep grasping and dueling until it's me or the darkness that wins this long fight
