NTANever Trust Anyone's blog: "some of my favorite poems(written by me)"

there was an angel in my dreams last night walking towards me slow he said "i'm here to protect you" i told him , "this i know" he told me he would always be there i responded "i know that to" the closer the angel came to me the more he looked like you he asked me if i only had one wish what would it be i said "to keep my angel for eternity" he responded " you are a strong and beautiful woman, destined for great things" "do you think you will sick around when things get hard and what you desire seems out of reach?" "undoutabley" i answered "my love is true , there is no other for me and i will go to undefined lenghths and overcome all obstacles , the past is proof" as i started to wake the angels image started to fade i grabbed his face and kissed his lips and had these words to say i love you , will never give up on you , and will never do you wrong even when i seem out of reach i'm never really gone i wanna touch you , wanna wanna keep you , wanna kiss your face i will always love you from our first touch to my dying day i am always and forever yours and i wouldn't want it any other way

Friends Friends are forever they laugh, they love , they share each others thoughts and words and most of all , they care Friends can come and go and never be apart because they keep each other smiles deep within there hearts Friends can laugh , and talk , and cry and think of lovely times gone by but most of all they love until they die

Love Love has many powers it can bring you to your knees it can rip your heart like paper then mend it back with ease Love can draw out tears of sadness & also tears of joy love can make you smile at someone whose trying to annoy Love is all around us no matter were we turn love can be so simple yet its so hard for us to learn Love is a soothing feeling that helps us slep at night love makes us grab a loved one and hold them oh so tight Love has many powers as I have said above but the most important thing remember I will always love you

The trials I've been facing Have kept my mind racing Alone in my room pacing Once again My life seems so frustrating My purpose I'm debating The reason for my remaining in this place The tears fall so silently My painful words spoken so quietly My fist clenching so violently As my body crys "kill me" My soul screams "heal me" My thoughts continue raging As things around me start changing The choice to sit here aging Or find hapiness im debating

For Eric , my love I cant stop thinking of you nor do I want to the memory sweetly plays in my mind like a lullabye resting my head on your chest wanting nothing more than to hold you close listening to your voice softly repeating the word "it'll be okay" calming my soul theres no denying the feeling of saftey with you longing to stay in your embrace forever falling into a deep sleep a slumber i begin to dream again no longer afraid of the thoughts within because no nightmare would dare approach me when you are near your soothing voice saying "im here" it was all I needed to conquer my fear the holding of my hand , the gentle caress the tears I wanted to release to finally let them go with you right next to me those tears were overcome with your loving kiss i'm no longer afraid hold my hand , speak to me i just want to hear you say you'll catch me

I feel myself dying constantly crying im drownding deep inside my emotions explode my soul is letting go desperation is taking hold i was afraid of failing but now no fear exist on this floor as i watch my blood pour i think to myself im to young for this i have so much life to live in a moment that life will no longer exist

Smile so sweetly eyes gentle weeping tears of joy all but gone tears of loss begin to fall a new beginning without any warning you were taken from me you were a gift from god now you lay before me you were sent to save me change me make me see the light the only cost was your life laying at my side i know i will never look into your eyes i will never see your smile and i realize i shall no longer live my life for myself as i have but for you a child that never has and never will

When I say I love you its because I do but this game play just will not do I need some one I can lean on someone I can run to Yes......you were there for me sometimes but I need someone to love me full time and that you can not do You told me once that you loved me and that i could believe in you I was there for you when you need someone Where were you when i needed someone to ? I was there to hold your hand and wipe the tears from your eyes I was always at your side Time after time you have left me here , on my own to many times I have cried alone So , the time as come to let you go for the future is still uknown someday we may be again but for now please know my love for you will never end

why does it hurt so much just to say "i love you " has it really come to this a point where all that is left is pain and regret we were supposed to be great a love and a friendship that was never gonna end so where did it all go wrong and why do i still try why do i still fight for a love that doesnt exsist while you look for comfort in someone else it sad but true but i dont think i love you your not the man i thought you were i guess he is dead and gone and now i have to learn to carry on like a widow in mourning but how do i do that when his image still stands before me