Still looking for home's blog: "so what....."

New days,and glimmers of hope. Seems as though..... Wasnt quite,to the end of my rope.... A small comfort. Worth gargantuan confidence. Brighter visions,for clearer days. Rapidly improving. Emerging from haze. Slow is the turning Yet equal with haste. Everything in life With the twists of fate. Hope easily outweighs..... Satisfied complacency Never breeds haste in me. Only diversity Breeds purpose for me. Feeling unshelved Losing the dust Of percieved ages In dungeons holding no faces Keep pushing forward NO NEED TO WASTE THIS! Something missing all along Still possesed it just the same Any other road Would be a shame.......

still the distance the longing in my eyes all of this,you should surmise but you dont notice and i wont say it what we used to be and what we are i need you still but i wont tell dont want to be another mistake my love....how could it be fake? but you cant tell and if you could it wouldnt matter i hope time negates this pull you have on me seems like such a travesty.

usually...im a pretty happy person. but occasionally,i notice some of the things im missing.not materials mind you.just the little simple things that make life worth living. i suppose you could say im just in need of direction.or just have the wrong direction. i dont know.i just know something is missing.and i cant find it? any of you guys ever feel like this??????

all kinds of direction,and nothing to do with it? ever have one of those days? ha ha tricked you into reading another blog.... sorry.....cheap laugh,but its worth a laugh.

tragedy and happenstance finding it harder to advance read the story watched it unfold just wound up being exposed in the winter of a never ending nexus if you ask me surely it vexes to think that your sight is all off its axis all in my mind it strangely perplexes Matthew Leon Darnell Copyright ©2006 Matthew Leon Darnell

Strangely enough i find it hard to see all of you even though i should but ive been blind and it was you that got left behind cant you see? just what you had? youre still searching ive been right here there are still some things that are so unclear i wonder if you where ever here!! Matthew Leon Darnell Copyright ©2006 Matthew Leon Darnell

oh well f@#k u n e way. gonna give it like a week and everyone i dont talk to is gettin tha big ol boot.so....fuk ya if ya dont feel me. no point wastin my time!!!!! and for those of you that do...... wlcome to my world.

the beatles always make me feel better..... dont really care if anyone out there cares,or understands. but every time i feel a little unguided. a little un justified. i can hear the music. close my eyes. and go to another place. in one of those moods tonight. dreary rain drizzles through the gutters. and down the drains. even down the windowpanes. one of those nights. hows that for a senseless blog? you have been enlightened none. and spent another minute or so of your life. thank ya very much?